Jace and I tried to date once. Our relationship was going great. I was happy, he was happy, everything in the world was right. Nothing could go wrong, right? WRONG! His best friend Alec was dating one of my friends Mia. They actually got me and Jace together. Well Alec broke up with Mia for reasons that are bullshit and everyone knows it, because two days later Jace broke up with me using the same excuse. Now me and Mia think the real reason was because Jace and Alec are best friends. They are so close that they came u with a word that means closer than best friends, parabatai. Well since they are so close we think Jace broke up with me because Alec made him. Mia does not know but our other friends, me included, have a theory that Alec is gay and is not wiling to come out and was using Mia as a cover up.

When Jace broke up with me I was not hurt for I seen it coming because he had been distant and really paying attention to me. But as time went on I realized that i was going through the stages of grief: denial, anger, bargaining, depression, and acceptance. Well during this process I skipped from denial to depression and it was not until Simon and I, Simon being my best friend in the whole world, was talking about grief that I realized I was in the depression stage of grief.

During my grief process Jace had a few girlfriends. The first being and a girl who lives in the same place as him Idris Park. Her name is Kaelie and Kaelie and him have a background. They have been together multiple times, so being in the denial stage I was happy that he went back to his old girlfriend. But then came a second girl who is the biggest slut anyone has ever seen, Seelie. Seelie would anything to get what she wants and I mean anything. Now at the end of the school year he is with Aline who has not liked me since fifth grade when I started going here, so now when she sees me she rubs the fact that she is with him and not me in my face. But guess who he talked to between relationships and guess who hung on to the thought that he could actually still like her. It was me. Well not anymore I'm not going to let him stand in my way any longer. Next year I will not allow him to be my every waking thought or let him play like he did this tear. I will come out the winner and not the love sick puppy I am this year.