Raven was aware that having sex with her wasn't easy. Painfully aware.
And he was always so gentle, holding her tenderly, understanding her frustration, remaining attentive, always noticing when she was in pain or uncomfortable. She couldn't go on top or hold any exciting positions, not with her leg so useless. She also had to have a lot of pillows and padding under her to minimise discomfort, her leg had to be held in position, moved out of the way, and even the slightest jolt at the wrong angle and she'd be fighting back tears at the raw pain.
Bellamy was so good about it. She knew he liked it rough and exciting, she'd been with him before she'd lost use of her leg, back when they were first on the ground. But now, he'd changed gears just for her, and slow and gentle was the name of the game.
And if she ever forgot her guilt and shame for a few seconds she really enjoyed it. It was so tender, so good, he was talented and knew where all the most sensuous places were, everything other guys miss, like her sweetest spot, the clitoris, Bellamy was the master of.
But her embarrassment, guilt and shame still gnawed at her almost constantly. They'd been together for months and still he constantly had to reassure her she was safe, and to be fair, in his arms was the only place she felt safe. She also was incapable of getting on her knees to blow him, but she'd figured out a way around that by having him lay on the bed and lying between his legs, or beside him and rewarding him lavishly for his attentions.
She always felt vulnerable in bed, without her brace, as she was incapable of being independent. But they had worked it out, and despite her doubts and worries, she knew at the end of the day, they loved each other and she was happy.
And tonight, had been a good night. She and Bellamy had gone out, eaten dinner together with their friends, then gone for a drive, just the two of them. They'd gotten frisky on the way home, kissing, and giggling like teenagers and having a damn good time.
Now they were back in their bedroom, Bellamy was stacking pillows and Raven was unbuckling her brace. Bellamy wrapped his strong arms around her as she detached it, most of her weight (not a lot really) going onto him as she become reliant on only her good leg, and leaned the brace against the wall.
"There's no fun reveal when your fucking a cripple am I right?" She attempted to joke as Bellamy held her while she unzipped her jeans.
"You're not a cripple." Bellamy corrected her as he helped her slide her jeans and underwear down to the ground and then lifted her out of them. He laid her on the bed, shuffling around until she was comfortable. Only then did he allow himself to enjoy the view of her exposed womanhood.
"Mmhhmm, hello gorgeous." He murmured, crawling on the bed above her, planting a kiss so wet and hot on the little nub he knew so well she began getting wet almost immediately.
She continued to be turned on as he kissed his way up her abdomen, removing her shirt and applying his mouth deliciously to her breasts. Her nipples were hard and she was breathing heavily by the time he reached her mouth. She kissed him hungrily, holding his head with her hands, feelings his soft hair and rubbing his strong shoulders rhythmically.
Bellamy made quick work of removing his shirt and pants, exposing his fantastic arms, chiselled abdominal muscles, gorgeous hips, and his impressive manhood, which was throbbing with his desire.
They caressed each other's bodies and kissed passionately, Raven delighting in his taste, his fresh clean smell and in his hot wet mouth.
She reached down, pleasuring his cock with her hand, making him moan and gasp her name as she ran her thumb over his sensitive tip and pumped his shaft.
Unable to wait any longer Bellamy gently lifted Raven thighs, lifting her dead leg up above her hip as she bent her good leg of her own accord, opening the way for him to ravish her entry.
He leant down to kiss her sensitive spot again, and licked her opening, making her shudder. His payed around with her nub, rolling her between his fingers and stroking and fondling her vagina until she was ravished in pleasure and felt certain she was ready to take all of him girth and length inside her.
He entered with precision tactic, gentle and slow, her tightness resisting him, her gasping and squeezing her eyes shut, whimpering as she adjusted to his size. He was so big and no matter how many times they had sex she never got used to it.
She sighed in satisfaction as he filled her up and then started moving inside her.
"You all right babe?" He moaned his question in her ear as he lay above her, support by his elbows on either side of her, their bodies pressed together, his head beside hers, pressed into a pillow as his hips worked hard, thrusting in and out with perfect rhythm.
She groaned an affirmative, pushing her hips up to meet him to the best of her ability, which was half really, and clung to him, her hands in his curly hair and grasping at his shoulders. She liked him close, liked feeling her breasts crushed against his strong chest, liked having all his length pumping into her, liked to hear his ragged breathing and moans, his hot breath against her neck as he exerted himself for their pleasure.
Bellamy lifted a little, using one hand to hold her chin, her rose bud mouth open as he devoured it, her long lashes tickling him as he kissed her hard, loving the feel of her plump lips forcefully kissing him in return.
Excited and in a world of pleasure Bellamy sped up, thrusting into her tight walls with vigour until Raven suddenly cried out, her face scrunching up with pain.
"Oh Raven, Raven, I'm sorry." He face and voice expressing regret at hurting her, his body stopping mid stroke as he immediately pulled out, with what really is impressive self-control.
"No, it's okay, it's just my spine, can you, I think just move my hips to the left a little." She panted, her body shuddering in pain. "Of course." Bellamy immediately did as she said, cringing as she bit back a scream as a shooting pain went through her back. "Raven!"
He stood up, all thoughts of sex flying from his mind as Raven started convulsing on the bed, tears pouring as she screamed in agony.
Bellamy pulled on his pants and searched desperately for his phone. He found and it and hit speed dial. He knelt beside the bed, holding Raven's hand as she wailed in pain until the phone finally picked up.
"Hello? Abbey? I need you right now, Raven's having some kind of fit."