Disclaimer: I don't own Victorious, so don't suspend my account again, please.
I don't really think love is something you can understand. It's a feeling, you feel it. But maybe, just maybe, love is one of the most fragile and complex feeling of all and people want to know why...
When you're happy, you smile, you laugh, you feel light and people can see you almost sparking.
When you're sad, you pout, you cry, you feel down and people can see your face is emotion-less.
When you're angry you scowl, you yell, you feel aggressive and irritable and people prefer to stay away from you.
When you're jealous you glare, you become all defensive, you feel like something you own is being stilled from you and people, usually friends, tease you about it.
But when you're in love it's crazy. You smile, you giggle, you glare, you stare, you yell, you vent, you cry, you curl like a ball and roll on your bed in pain, you jump of happiness and sometimes you're so down you feel like you're in hell. People can and cannot notice; usually the oblivious one is the person you like. Aren't they dumb?
Liking, wanting, needing and loving are, by no means, the same.
Liking is when you find someone attractive, you would like to touch that someone's hair, face, shoulders, take that someone's hand in yours and link your fingers; but that's it, you just like how it feels but you can perfectly well live without doing any of those things.
When you want something or someone in this case, you won't stop until you feel that someone's touch or it can be just talking. You're curious about how it would feel, what reaction it would cause on you.
When you need someone, that you need her/him, as in you need to touch that someone's hair or you need to talk to that someone because if not you won't be able to close an eye at night. Like when you're hungry, or need to go to the bathroom... Can you sleep when you need to go to the bathroom? No right?
When you are in love or you fall in love you actually care for that person's feelings, you want, need and like receiving attention from that especial human. You want to kiss her/he because you like the feeling of butterflies in your stomach, because you need to feel it.
Or that's what I, Tori Vega think about love.
She needed to feel Jade's kisses. She wanted those kisses more than anything. She liked those kisses more than breathing.
Did that make her insecure? Was that only an excuse? Was she trying to explain something she'd never understand?
No. Love isn't there to be explained, love was there to be felt. That's it.
"Jade"
"Yeah babe?"
"You love me right?"
"More than my own life"
"Show me"
Love should always be demonstrated. It isn't floating in the air, it doesn't appear spontaneously. You must create it, build it up. That's why lots of marriages don't end well, they stop constructing.
Love it's an every day's work. The more effort and interest you put on it, the bigger it becomes, the longest it lasts.
Love is forever as long as the couple wanted it to be. It's a personal decision.
That's how I see it, and I want to keep building. Forever.
"Tori"
"Hmm?"
"Can we buy construction helmets tomorrow?"
"What? Haha, why?"
"Just feel like building"
"Yeah? What exactly?"
"A forever with you"
A/N: Short much? Sorry guys I actually wrote all that today (or yesterday whatever) at 01:00 a.m. I needed to post it! Haha, I don't really know where that chiz came from lol. I just added the last bit from the third break and well, this last part. It's that short cuz I don't know what else to write haha, it is a totally other me at night :P
I don't know, let me a review with your opinion lol. I thought it was cute... Well, I'm in love, I can't help it!
Later breathing thingies!