This is my first fanfic, a pain to post. But after like 2 hours I got it! *hints two useless bars*
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Have you ever have to understand what it feels like to watch
them?
Have you forced a smile to make them happy?
Have you lied your true feelings with fake ones?
Do you think he is better off with her then you?
That empty feeling inside.
It makes you want to curl and cry.
To go into time.
And make it your way.
No, that would selfish right?
I can never look at them the same way again...
It's too late isn't it?
Ash Ketchum and Dawn Berlix are to be married.
While I, May maple is alone forever...
Maybe. Maybe. Maybe I won't be alone?
It's to late. I can never tell him how I feel. It'll ruin everything.
I might as well curl up and die...
Because I love Ash Ketchum. More then her. I can never tell them, my two best friends...
BUT WHY?!
I mean... They are only 19! I can't take anymore... Maybe... My plan... Everyone would be happy... No would care... And they would be happy...
"Don't feel so bad." Said a familiar bluneet.
"How can I not feel bad? She-she's gone... I never did care about how she felt..." A Pokemon master said.
"How she feels? Ash, you really did care a lot for her!" Dawn said
"I did but not e nought to make her do this to her self! WHY?!" Ash exclaimed.
"Ash-"
"Just leave me alone..." And with that dawn left.
' I'm so sorry May, I failed you... I loved you and I still love you with all my heart... Those things written in your diary? Why do you think no one would care? Why do think that without everyone would be happy?'
For one of the times you've seen him cry? He broke down in tears.
There Ash Ketchum, went to his knees in front of May Maple's grave for someone so kind wanted to lose her life. Because he didn't care- How she feels.
so that sucked... That's why there's something called... Improvement! * ego grows*