I look to the hospital bed sharing the room with mine, the small crippled frame of a body just showing under the thick plain white blanket. Messy raven black hair sticking out from underneath. The only color against the sea of white. I cringe at the thought of whose hair that is and why they're in here along with me. I see the body shift and I jump up ignoring the pain surge through me, I hear him groan and shift again before he settles and my heart drops

"Why won't you wake up...?"

I sit back down on my bed.

"It's been so, so long..."

Tears swell up behind my shades that I finally convinced my doctor to let me wear.

"Since I've heard your voice..."

More tears.

"Your laugh..."

I'm breaking.

"Seen you're eyes"

Shattered.

"And you don't even remember me or who you are or what we have been through"

Help me please.

"The game... our love... your memories gone"

I need him

"John..."

John and I have been in this hospital for 3 months now. Jade and Rose left about a month ago, Roxy and Jane were only in here for 2 weeks and Dirk ran off, in search for Jake thinking he may have made it. Jade got sent to an insane asylum, the game had done a number on her mental state, and I do not know where my sister is.

Our last fight against Lord English didn't work out well, and although we did get out of the game, it was a horrible fight, so many injuries, so many dead.

It left me with lots of internal bleeding, a broken arm, and several broken ribs, Rose just had a minor concussion and a broken leg, Jade dislocated her shoulder, and well brain damage, Roxy and Jane had nothing bad few scrapes and bruises, they were the lucky ones, and I'm not sure about Dirk. But so many died, and I mean died for good, Aradia, Tavros, Rufioh, Mituna, Meulin, Porrim, Terezi, Vriska, Equius, Horuss, Eridan and Meenah. We do not know what happened to the surviving trolls.

But what was devastating was 2 deaths we did not expect at all, Jake and Karkat were 2 of the hardest deaths to deal with.

But John, he is alive but has been stuck in a coma since we have got back, he did wake up for about 20 minutes shortly after we arrived at the hospital, but he couldn't remember anything, nothing, not even his name! I'm actually ironically worried about the boy who has made my heart skip numerous beats.

I love him.