AN: I didn't like BD, so this is just my way of venting.

Disclaimer: Well, if I was SMeyer, I would have just included this in BD instead of all that Jacob/Nessie nonsense.

It's hard, when you only have one idea on your mind. That one person. And it sucks, because you see them everywhere. You hear them everywhere. Of course, it doesn't help when you can hear that person's every thought, and vice versa. So no matter what, they really will always be in your head.

Jacob. Are you okay?

I could hear them; I could hear the worry in their voices. It was understandable; I had taken off without warning. But it wasn't my fault, I really couldn't help it. I was vulnerable, what with Bella's transformation. But I hadn't been expecting this at all. All it took was one glance and then I was hooked. And I'm still hooked, days later.

You need to come home, Jacob. This is completely natural.

You don't understand. This… It shouldn't be happening!

I was probably the only wolf in history to run away when this happened. But it scared me. I'm still scared. I can't make any sense of things.

Jacob.

That voice… So soft, so feminine. So… Leah. I could smell her, I could feel her. She was everywhere at once. I collapsed, whimpering uncontrollably. I needed her so much. But I didn't want her. I didn't want to deal with love. Hadn't I only just lost Bella?

Jacob, talk to me. Jacob!

I yelped, the pain of being away from her was overbearing. I buried my nose into my paws, trying my hardest to block her out of my mind. But all I could think of was that luscious, delectable scent. The cool fragrance clouded my head. I couldn't escape her strong, womanly perfume. What I would give to have her in my arms…

JACOB!

Leah's voice was more anxious, more fervent. Of course, she could hear my thoughts. She knew what I was thinking about doing to her. All of them could see what I wanted to do. That only made it all the more painful. Another lower yelp.

"Jacob Black, be a man. You can't run from this forever."

I slowly raised myself, my head still pointed at the ground. Of course she would have followed once she realized what was happening to me. But how could I face her? She didn't want this any more than I did, I was sure.

"Damnit, Jacob. Stop being such a child!"

Unable to help myself, I glanced at Leah. Her eyes were burning with a fire I had only seen directed towards Sam and the passion was rolling off her body in waves. Once our eyes met, I couldn't pull away. Of course, that was until I noticed the rest of her. Leah stood tall in front of me and it was more than obvious that she had just phased. I was sure I had phased faster than it was possible; in less than a second she was in my arms.

"God, Leah. I need you."

I felt her body pressing against my own. She was more than perfect. Her mouth reached mine and the kiss was aggressive, urgent. Like the separation had been just as painful for her. Like she needed me as much as I needed her. She moaned deeply which only proceeded to drive me crazier. I unwillingly pulled away, hoping I could find a clue to explain her uncharacteristic behavior.

"Guess" She lightly bit my neck. "We just" She kissed down my shoulder. "Needed" Her lips moved to my chest. "To really see each other" Her tongue swirled and flicked my nipple.

She made me lose control. I forced her into a tree, ignoring the wood's loud crack caused by our strength. All I could think about was her lips on mine, her body against mine. From here on, she was mine and I hers. And with that, I made passionate love to the only person in my life, deep in the Olympic Peninsula. Again, and again, and again…