January 11, 2010

Dear Notebook I don't plan neither to publish my story nor to tell anyone about them, not even a part of it. I'm not playing games saying ''dear diary'' cause that's just stupid and I'm not a stupid girl. This is just a way of 'expressing myself', as mom would say, cause I really enjoy writing, now even more since…

My name is Alex, short for Alexandra Gaxer, and I just turned 14 on December 11th, so I'm in 8th grade. My hopes are to become a famous artist hoping that one day people can stare at my work wondering what it means, sending cold shivers done their spines, while they go on a reverie through a lost land…and then they'll know its mine and they'll be sucked in into the picture ounce again…as me. My friendship right now ill be able to say its blank just like my chances of getting a boyfriend…which I hope it wont happen. The rest you'll know as I write this letters and, as I find out myself.

Enjoy,

Alex

Note:

This notebook was found at the cementery soaked in water, some pages have been ripped out for unknown reason and its being ivestigated worldwide. Also some words were lost with the water so they are according to our best guesses. Thanks for your patience,

The Goverment of Magic

January 11

''I don't know if I like him!'' says Sam

''the other day you didn't , in fact you said he was ugly and now you say you like him? What about Jess?'' I question with anger building up inside me.

- who was Jess?-

''Jess is now just a friend, I really don't care for him anymore'' Sam explains with excitment in her big hazel eyes I've know sice third grade.

Now this is the point were I can't take it, what have she become?, I feel as I might explote.

''I dont know Sam, I honestly think you're just desperate for any boy who comes in the way, I reallly don't know you anymore''

''You are the one that changed Alexandra!'' she screamed at me, I would not tolerate this, so I began to walk away, because if I didnt, well you get me.

''Bitch" I said as I turned

Later on I began to run, but of course with her out of the way, I would never, never, under any circumstances act like the one in pain, never. My eyes filled up with tears as I entered the girls bathroom, there was a girl standing in a corner, washing her hands, she had long, wavy dark brown hair, her skin was really pale but had a sminch of pink in her cheeks, big brown eyes, and was really slim. I looked at her and threw myself to the grimmy floor, not that I cared. I began to cry and thought that the girl, Bella, would come to confort me and ask me what was wrong, but instead she paused and said ''your shoe is untied'' then left. I tied my shoe and washed my face, now red from my anger. When I got out I found the girl, now hanging toward the floor with her hair covering her face, motionless.

"Oh my God are you okay?" I asked, the girl fell down to the floor and looked at me.

" Yes im okay, I was just improving one of my tricks!" she said. Then the scene got all blurry, I tried to talk to her but my voice didn't work, she tried to yell something too but I didnt understand her, then she began to luster, every second brighter, she exploted creating a light so bright it blinded me.