Deidara lays there on the cold ground and he knows he is beaten, the enemy had won and his time was finally growing short. As Deidara lay there missing both of his arms he wondered idly if Sasori was alive, then he felt it. Something inside of his chest cavity snapped, and Deidara knew that it had to be his heart. Sasori and himself had bonded from the very early stages of knowing one another and the bond had only deepened over time, Deidara felt tears rise in his eyes as his inner eye's mind provided images of Sasori in his final moments.
Wild, untamed, unrestricted, beautiful till the end now and forever his puppet body would remain in the position he had been when he was killed. Deidara knew that he had managed to take down the enemy with him and wondered if his lover knew he was proud of him. As Deidara stared to the heavens he knew that the cold temperature was not natural, and that finally he would be taken to where he was sure Sasori now resided. Waiting for him.
As the heavens cried there tears for our loss it reminded me of the emotion that we were once forbidden to show, it was as if the mask they had to place over there emotions was being placed over the torrent of god blessed emotion also, turning the overlooked water to an icy rare collection of sparkling diamonds. For a second I sullenly wondered if Pain could control the heavens as the God he said he was.
But then the torrent of the love I felt for Sasori, the pain I felt as I had lost him and just the raw emotion of eagerness to be rejoined with him started to fall faster, the emotions I felt sprinkled down from the heavens and as I manage to look around for the last time I felt a sadness that Sasori wasn't present to see this with me and that I would have no way of capturing this sacred moment for him to see. To show him that we were both right art was both as fleeting as their lives but there love will live on for many more eternities.
But then I see him, I see my Sasori's face looking down at me from the heavens above and with as big a grin as I am able I realise that he didn't deserve to be kept waiting any longer, I let my soul guide my body into stopping it's productions that were futilely keeping my body functional. As my soul wandered upwards through the beauty surrounding me I only had eyes for the one that made me have reasons for emotion, reason to carry on and undoubtedly a reason to carry on into the heavens with him. This would be the start of a whole new adventure for them. And he was glad he had Sasori's hand to hold this time through.
…What the fook is wrong with me… =_=; My only love life is meddling with the ones of fictional charcaters!! But oh well, I'm happy I suppose ^_^
