(A/N this little part right here is a flashback)

"I think you are lost. You are aren't you?"

"Who does he talk to in there momma?" "I don't know sweetie. How long has it been this time?" "To long for me…..Oni-chan promised me that he would teach my piano later today then started in with this."

"Why do you come here to haunt me? You always come around the same time…. You are like clockwork" a small hand brushed through sun kissed locks. "Why must you always make fun of me?…….Fine! I will."

"What happened?"

a loud crashing sound resonated through the house…..the blonde boy stormed out of his room. "Mom! I'm leaving for a bit." His voice rang out angrily.

"Oni-chan…..I wanted to spend time with you."

"Next time you little twerp"

Bright aqua eyes peer out from under dark red bangs. "Ten years and you still haunt me why? I've done everything that you wished of me. Still you come and taunt me telling me that I am weak. How do you get off telling me that."

Cause you are weak.

"No I'm not! I've done everything you wanted me to do….dyed my hair….gave up on those relationships…...my family, they aren't even around me anymore…..Thanks to you!" the red head sneered head in his hands. I didn't force your family to leave you…. You did. He had just about had enough of this now. Looking up to peer around his broken life, photos in broken frames of smiling happy people, some charred from fire others waterlogged. Ruined in any case.

The room is dark no light shines through the heavily curtained windows. "I'm twenty-six years old……"

"Suguru hunny can you please come here?"

"mom? What is it you shouldn't be up and around."

"I know sweetie but I must tell you something……when I leave."

Suguru shook his head "you are not leaving yet mom, the doctors said that you will make it through Christmas…..that's three months away…..momma you're going to be fine for now…"

Suguru's mom smiled up at her 11 year old son….

Flashback

"Miss. Fujisaki." The doctor came into the curtain area of the emergency room. A small girl possibly in her early teens sat on an uncomfortable hospital bed.

"yes?" she questioned fearing every word that was going to be coming out of that doctors mouth.

"Do you know what today's date is?"
Miss. Fujisaki nodded wondering what this had to do with anything. "It's the 24th of November, my brother's birthday….." the doctor smiled.

"yes, do you remember anything that happened today?"

Miss. Fujisaki thought for a moment before slowly shaking her head 'no' and casting her eyes towards the white sheets. "Miss. Fujisaki , you where brought here with a major head trauma, that's why you can not remember much of anything. After thoroughly assessing your case one of the nurses noticed some unusual markings on your thighs and midsection. We ran some tests and they came back positive for rape. Miss. Now you should have some other tests to rule out any sexually transmitted diseases. Is there anyone we should call like your parents?"

"No they aren't in town this week."

"Miss. How old are you?"

"12…..but I'll be 13 in a month."

"What about your brother?"

"He's 16 today….I wouldn't call him right now since it is his birthday….can we wait till tomorrow? I can't die from this within the next 5 hours right? We should call him then."

"Alright, it's kinda frowned upon here but since it is his birthday and as far as we know you are not in any real danger here. But we will know more when we take those other tests…..So could we please?"

Miss. Fugisaki shrugged "Sure"

four hours later

"Fujisaki-chan!" with the shift change came a different doctor for her. This doctor was a happy pink haired man in his early twenties. "I brought you some Jello, hope you like the orange kind."

"Yes infact I refuse to eat any other flavor." She smiled at the pink haired hyper ball.

"Good" he smiled sitting down on the foot of her bed opening the Jell-O and digging out a huge spoonful air planing it into her mouth. "I have orders to call your brother in an hour and I still don't know your first name. Or his name."

"My name is Keiko and my brother's name is Tohma. Tohma Seguchi." She said through a Jell-O filled mouth.

"Tohma Seguchi!" the doctor ogled "Your brother is the keyboardist for that garage band that just performed at The Falls. I was there. They rocked!"

"Doc Shu? Can you stop spilling the Jell-O onto the sheets? And don't you have a job to do other than talking to a kid about a Garage band? And what are the results of the tests, scary doc lady never came back with them."

Doc Shu regained his composure and became Doctor Shindou again standing up and turning towards the administrative desk. "Lemme check miss."

Half an hour later

"Keiko! What happened? Why didn't you call me sooner?"

Keiko smiled at her brother's worried face. Doc Shu just stared in awe as a "rockstar" was standing right next to him.

"Ummm. Mr. Seguchi your sister was brought in here today with a head trauma, and it was later found out that she had been raped sometime in the last two days. She didn't call you sooner because she wanted you to have a good birthday with your friends."

"Raped?"

Keiko nodded. "Shu, did you find the results from those other tests that the other doctor ordered?"

"Hello Dr. Quinn."

"I watch a lot of medical shows…so tell me do I have Aids?"

Shu gulped at the two sets of eyes that looked at him, Keiko's brother the Tohma Seguchi was sitting on the side of the bed with worried eyes. He' peered down at the chart in front of him, his eyes widening seeing the results.

"WHAT IS IT DAMNIT! " Tohma yelled."

"Oh uh Keiko, ummm looks like whoever raped you had early signs of HIV and you contracted it." Tohma gasped and clutched to his sister, Keiko just stared unbelievingly at Shu. "Also-"

"There's more?" Tohma swallowed hard at the panic in his sister's voice.

"Yeah…….Your pregnant."

end flashback

TBC

A/N and disclaimer: Hello it's Daisuke with her first chapter of Voices of the Lost. Before I forget and get sued, Gravitation belongs to Maki Murakami. This fic will be rated M I guess since it deals with teenage parenthood, death, drugs, strong references to self mutilation (most of these things in later chapters) and somewhere language. This is also an AU and the characters are supposed to be some what out of character (can anyone picture Shuichi as a doc?) There will be no Eiri…Now before you all go out and hunt me down let me just say that I have nothing against Eiri Yuki in fact (you will see that I use that phrase a lot) Yuki is one of my favorite characters he just has no place in this story….But you are now for warned that this will be most likely a Yaoi if you do not like Yaoi I have only one question for you……If you do not like Yaoi why are you reading a Gravitation fanfic? I think I have seen two hetrosexual Gravi fanfics and one Yuri. No this is not a TohmaxSuguru fic.

This fic will read strangly at first but it's alright it will make sense hopefully in chapter 3….please review I don't like asking but I have never let anyone read my fanfics before so I don't know how I am doing……flames (why would there be any flames) will be laughed at then a reply will be sent back. Thank you and goodnight! The king has left the building. the street cleaner from Mr. Peabody and Sherman stares out at the empty hall.

Streetcleaner: why am I always alone?