Hello!
I recently watched Shugo Chara... and fell in love with this couple : KUTAU! They are sooo cute together... so i decided to write this fanfiction! :D Hope you'll like it!
I apologize in advance for my bad english... I'm actually french... so... :D
Please message me or write a review! Enjoy!
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"Everything is just so fragile. Everything thing seems to break apart the moment you try to get closer. Nothing last long enough for you to enjoy and to love. You try to mend it, but there are no ways for you hide the scar that it left. You try to avoid to face the wound that you did, but all you can do lie and hurt your own heart. Your laughs are fake. Your smiles mean nothing. There's only one question left to ask: What is the purpose of feeling, when we all know it's the cause of all pains?"
She placed her pencil down and blew softly on her hair. It was midnight. She was in her room, thinking. Thinking how lonely she was feeling. She smiled weakly at the three lines she just wrote. It meant so much yet it was so little. She stood up and moved over to her balcony. She stared at the moon. Such a lonely moon... so alike her. She closed her eyes and felt the breeze that swirled around her. What happened before that day is everything that causes pain, despair and sadness. It was a mystery and nobody was to talk about it. She gave a quick glance to the moon for one last time and she came back into her room. She sat on her bed and looked onto the wall covered by posters of her. She was smiling. Around her, friends and love. She looked at her smile. She chuckled.
"Was I really happy?" she asked herself quietly. She shook her head and continued. "Doubt it. That smile... I reconize it. A smile that knew that everything is about to break down... Everything is about to shatter right in front of my eyes."
She looked away painfully. Her hand on her chest, she sobbed a bit. She sighed and shook her head again. She let out one loud cry. She heard footsteps running up the stairs.
"Utau! Is something wrong?"
A woman opened her door widely. She looked at the girl and her scared look changed into a soft and nice look. She walked past a desk and sat on the bed next to Utau. She placed her hand around her shoulder and whispered softly:
"Utau... Don't let those feelings take over you."
Utau removed the woman's arm off her shoulders and stood up. She walked toward that window and replied with a shaking voice:
"Let go? How could I..... I loved and had the best moments of my life at that moment. They vanished. He walked away. They turned their back on me. There's nothing less. Nothing less!"
She slammed her fist against the glass and it shattered. She had bruises on her hand. She did not care.
"Sanjo-san... I'm sorry." she said as she bit her lip softly.
The woman shook her head and said:
"We'll repair that window tomorrow. Sleep tight, Utau."
She walked away and closed the door silently. Utau remained alone. She walked away from the window, turned off her lamp and slipped herself in her soft white blankets.
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That was only the prologue, so it was short! Please comment so that i know whether I should continue or not! :)
Love
Sakuralinh!