Hey, everyone I (Lobsters forever) and Cuddly Sleepers have decided to create a fanfic together. We might make this one stand alone or make it into chapters. You decide! We don't own anyone, except David! Yeah, right. -Authors' note

Chapter starts here:

"Love, such a hard word to describe, a word that has many meanings, but not all people will ever get to experience them. It can describe an intense feeling of affection and emotion or an emotional state. In ordinary use, it usually refers to interpersonal love. Soulmate (or soul mate) is a term sometimes used to designate someone with whom one has a subjective, emotional feeling of deep affinity, friendship, love, strong intimacy or compatibility."

"As we once knew it, the love between Ross Geller and Rachel Green, was perfection. Ross and Rachel, it was said like one word, it would just roll off the tip of your tongue. Now, it was said separately, and that was the pain that was found in each of their hearts. What does this have to do with tonight? Tonight, was the night that changed our lives? Wasn't it Rachel?" Ross said.

"Tonight, was a terrible time, all because of a voice from my past." Ross explained.

Flash back:

I remember it, like it was just yesterday. I walked to my apartment, startled by the near death experience I had. Then I walked into my apartment, and there she was. An angel, a master piece, the reason why he functioned, Rachel Karen Green. She watched me come in, and while I said hi, and then explained what happened. She didn't seem to care, and all I wanted to do, is touch her, and kiss her, like it would have been our last time.

Even though, I knew that would never happen. She had moved on, and so should have I. Even though I haven't, and never will. She was the person who completed him, when all of a sudden. "Emily called". She said to me. The phrase replayed in my head a dozen times, while she stood there just staring at me. Then a thought hit me.

I would never be with Rachel, and never could. So, I made a decision to call her, because of tendency never to have the love of my life again, but I just needed someone, even as terrible and horrid as Emily. I reached for the phone, while Rachel looked nervously at me, and started to have tears form in her eyes. She took my hand, held it tight and said "Ross, don't do that. Don't you remember what she put you through?" I looked at her beautiful blue eyes, and I just felt the need to kiss her.

So, that is what I did. I took a chance to feel close to her, and kissed her cheek. Then she smiled at me and I told her "Fine, I won't call." She smiled and hugged me. I smelled her coconut shampoo, and I felt her smell me, smell my cologne. I smiled and pulled away from her, she looked embarrassed. I closed my eyes, and whispered. "Rachel"

Lately I'm so tired
If I took it all out on you
I never meant to
If I left you outside
If you ever felt like I ignored you
Know my life is all you

She looked at me and said "Yes?" Then I said "Nothing, but… I just want you to know, that I appreciate you telling me". She smiled and nodded. Then she grabbed her jacket. Hugged me, and left out the door.

So put your best dress on
and wrap yourself in the arms of someone
who wants to give you all the love you want

Then I noticed her call out my name and open the door, I looked at her, and we just met, touched lips, like it meant the world for both of us.

Tonight, I'm gonna make it up to you
Tonight, I'm gonna make love to you
Tonight, you're gonna know how much I missed you, baby
Tonight, I dedicate my heart to you
Tonight, I'm gonna be a part of you
Tonight, you're gonna know how much I miss you
And I miss you so

Just the feeling of being back in her arms again was a feeling I could never explain.

I never felt that way about anyone, everything about her is so perfect, her beautiful blue eyes, her smile that makes my heart skip a beat, and her golden brown hair she was perfection.

I held her in my arms for a while just feeling her close to me made me so special and warm inside I stroked a piece of her hair away from her face my heart was beating so fast.

I think we both weren't sure if this was a good idea but it just felt so right, I never wanted to let her go all the times we shared together were memories that will be with me forever. The first time she walked into the coffee house to the first time we kissed to the first time we made love, this was the night, the night that would change things forever.

don't wanna act like
I know that you'd be mine forever
Though I hope it's forever
Don't want you to feel like
I take you for granted
Whenever we are together

So put your best dress on
And wrap yourself in the arms of someone
Who wants to give you all the love you want

Tonight, I'm gonna make it up to you
Tonight, I'm gonna make love to you
Tonight, you're gonna know how much I miss you, baby
Tonight, I dedicate my heart to you
Tonight, I'm gonna be a part of you
Tonight, you're gonna know how much I miss you
And I miss you so

That night, was a blur, just like my feelings at the time. The only thing I could remember is her telling me to kiss her, to hold her, and to enter her. As I entered her, I knew that she felt the same way I did, that night, mentally unstable.

I hope you enjoyed the first chapter. Should we leave it as stand alone, or continue. You decide! Please Review! – Authors notes.