Authors Note: Hey there, this is my first Gravitation fanfiction yay!! throws confetti Anyway, I hope you enjoy it.

Disclaimer: I don't own Gravitation. pouts

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Shuichi stood out on the balcony; staring up at the starlit sky. He was alone again; Yuki had locked himself in his study early that morning and still hadn't come out. It seems I barely see him these days. Shuichi thought as a single tear streamed down from one of his beautiful lavender eyes. It's been a month since his return from New York, things were fine the first week and now he's worse than he was before he left. Wiping away the tears from his eyes; Shuichi turned around and headed back inside.

"Yuki." Shuichi knocked softly on the door of Yuki's study, but there was no answer. "Yuki." Shuichi knocked again, hoping that Yuki just hadn't heard the first time. When there was no answer again Shuichi gave up and collapsed onto the couch. He laid there for about four minutes before the sound of a door opening caught his attention causing him to sit up.

"What do you want brat?" Yuki asked; leaning against the inside of the doorway. "It better be something important, I have a deadline at the end of this week."

What do I want anyway? Shuichi asked himself. Do I want to ask him why he's been so distant, why he's blown me off lately? I guess that's it. He sighed again and shook his head. "It's nothing."

Yuki glared at Shuichi in annoyance, he didn't even seem to notice the tears that were now filling his young lover's eyes. "Well then why the hell are you bothering me if you have nothing to say! If you hadn't noticed I was busy, and I do believe I told you this morning not to bother me unless it was for something important!!"

Tears fell like rain from Shuichi's eyes; he didn't think he could continue on like this. He loved Yuki more than anything but maybe Yuki would be happier if he weren't around to bother him. I'm constantly telling Yuki how much I love him, and never once has he said it back. He probably wouldn't even notice if I left. Shuichi thought bitterly; his eyes drifting back over to Yuki who looked even more pissed than before.

"Aren't you going to say something?" Yuki snapped. "Stop your damn crying!!"

"It's your fault I'm crying in the first place." Shuichi muttered.

"What was that?" Yuki asked; taking a step forward.

"I said it's your fault that I'm crying in the first place!!" Shuichi shouted; jumping to his feet. "Ever since you came back from New York it's been the same routine. You get up in the morning and lock yourself in your study all day. You hardly even speak to me and when you do it's to tell me to shut up or go away! All I've ever done was love you, and you can't even tell me you love me back!!"

Yuki took another step forward with clenched fists and face red with anger. "Well if I'm so horrible to you then why don't you just leave!!" He yelled.

"What?" Shuichi asked, stumbling back a few steps.

"I said leave!!" Yuki yelled' pointing toward the front door and then walked back into his study, slamming the door.

Shuichi stood shocked; did Yuki really mean what he had said? He doesn't love you Shuichi, he never loved you. A voice in the back of Shuichi's mind said. If you stay you'll only get hurt as you have been so many times before. Just leave already, pack your things and go. He stared at the door for a few more minutes and then turned to go and gather his things.

When Shuichi was finally done packing; he took one last look around the place that had been his home for a year now. I'll miss it here. He thought as his eyes drifted back to the door of Yuki's study. "I love you Yuki, even if you never loved me back." A few tears fell from his eyes as the whisper parted his lips, but he quickly wiped them away. "Goodbye Yuki." With those last words he turned and walked out the door, not once looking back.

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Okay well I hope you all enjoyed the prologue, the next chappie will be up soon. Anyway read/review and please don't flame, constructive criticism is accepted however so please send it my way.

-Pika Neko-