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Epilogue:
The lights spun around the room. The lights on stage were still dark, Not even the band could be seen. Just my voice and the music could be heard.
It's
true, we're all a little insane.
But it's so clear,
Now that
I'm unchained.
I could remember the last time I was in Tokyo, vowing to never return. My friends and loved one had abandoned me. Leaving me to depend on myself. Without Andy I could have never made it on my own. Without him, I wouldn't be the rock star I am today. The lights slowly come up showing the band playing, but me I'm off stage at this point.
Fear
is only in our minds,
Taking over all the time.
Fear is only in
our minds but it's taking over all the time.
The
fire erupts from the stage and I jump into the next verse, and on
stage. Our opening song and one of our hugest hits makes the crowd
roar with screams. I notice them, my betrayers sitting in the front
row screaming with everyone else. They don't recognize me. Why
should they. My long blond hair is cropped, and dyed a blood red. My
clothes are more punk relating to the culture I lived with for the
past four years. I start to sing to them because, it was them who
inspired this song. You poor sweet innocent thing.
Dry
your eyes and testify.
You know you live to break me. Don't
deny.
Sweet sacrifice.
I show all my emotions in my lyrics and in my stage performance and that's way the crowd and public relate to me. I sweep my hand in their general direction. I hear them chant my new name. Sara Angel. My American name.
One
day I'm gonna forget your name,
And one sweet day, you're gonna
drown in my lost pain.
I
can see my band, my true friends staring at the girls and darian in
the crowd. Rina looks like she could kill all of them. I shoot her a
look which states, 'they can't hurt me any longer.' Fear
is only in our minds,
Taking over all the time.
Fear is only in
our minds but it's taking over all the time.
You
poor sweet innocent thing.
Dry your eyes and testify.
And oh
you love to hate me don't you, honey?
I'm your sacrifice.
Katrina whispers her solo in the background. Only the girls know the true pain I felt from the scouts betrayal.
(I
dream in darkness
I sleep to die,
Erase the silence,
Erase
my life,
Our burning ashes
Blacken the day,
A world of
nothingness,
Blow me away.)
Most
of the songs I write are about that pain or Darien's pain he caused
me. A few are about the Serena that died that day and Sara who
emerged. Do you wonder why you hate? You poor sweet innocent
thing.
Are you still
too weak to survive your mistakes?
Dry your eyes and testify.
You know you live to break
me.
Don't deny.
Sweet sacrifice.
The song finishes and the true hits me. I'm back and now to deal with the pain again, without letting them know who I truly am. I'm no longer Sailor Moon or the Moon Princess. The band or my Sailor Soldiers call me The Queen or Sailor Universe.
