"I don't love you," He said, emotionless, but his voice was filled with a blank, crazed passion.
"The truth hurts...doesn't it?" Axel said again, in a low, sing song voice.
Roxas stared on with a blank look on his soft features. Axel stood before him, his crimson hair stuck to his face from the rain and sweat and Roxas stood opposite him. If he had a heart, it would be racing with fear. Fear of losing everything that was close to him; the only thing that was close to him.
Cerulean eyes met with dead emerald ones. Roxas tried to whisper a word, but no sound would come. The rain pelted at them forcefully, but he was beyond caring. What had brought this on? Because I'm leaving...
Roxas moved forword, his legs shaking like jelly. Axel recoiled from his outstreched hand in a quick fashion. "You don't love me..." Roxas repeated, his voice dull and soft. Axel was shaking, he could tell. Roxas dropped his head, his soaking dusty blonde locks falling into his eyes. The icy rain made his whole body shiver, but he felt numb.
Roxas looked up again and walked closer to Axel, but this time he didn't move away from his cold, quivering touch. He touched the pyro's cold face and he was suprised that Axel would allow him to get so close to him, for his anger was usually so passionate. Roxas caressed Axel's pale skin and placed his other hand at the redhead's chest and felt empty and hollow. Their eyes met and the dead eyes met his own scared, glassy ones.
The moment was short lived, as Axel pushed away. Roxa reached for the other's hand and grasped it and held onto it tightly. Their slim fingers were entwined together and Axel glared at him. Roxas innocently looked back at him. "Don't do this."
"Don't leave." Axel said softly, and he even made an attempt to move just a centimeter closer to him. You love me! Please don't...
"I have to...I have to find out who I really am," Roxas said, moving much closer to his partner. Axel looked away sourly. Roxas gripped his hand tightly. Roxas tried to get one look into his partner's dazed eyes. He pushed himself against his redhaired lovers body and tightly wrapped his arms around his middle back. He could feel Axel shaking and could feel himself shaking as well.
"I don't love you..." Axel said softly, wrapping his arms around the blonde's shoulders and tiredly placed his head on top of Roxas'. They were like that for what Roxas thought were hours, but he couldnt have been more pleased and...relieved. He still knew what he had to do, to leave, even as their rain drenched lips met which made Roxas weak in the knees.. He could fell the dead reality prodding at him as the two fell into the stiff sheets of Roxas' bed as they lustfully kissed and touched.
He slowly opened his cerulean blue eyes, glad to find the room still dark with early morrning. He felt warm and light. He shifted slighty, but not too much to disturb the slim, but strong, arms that were wrapped protectively around him. He sighed lightly and pushed his thoughts to the very back of his mind, pushing himself into the pyro's arms and closing his eyes once more. For once, he could enjoy this moment.
I...really cant believe i just wrote that. I got the idea from today's episode of General Hospital and thought it would make for a good akuroku one shot. Everyone is OOC, but oh well. Im sorry, i could never write lemon-ey stuff...so you can just imagine what happened. :o)