I wish I could have known you longer

For the time we had was much too short

The weeks I spent crying and harassing myself over you

Seemed to be spent in vain

For you seemed to never see me the way I wanted you to

But I guess that's the way loves supposed to be like

I wish I could have known so much more about you

For all that I knew was inaddicuite

I guess it never helped that I pretended to hate you either

I spent weeks regretting and rethinking all that I had said

For you seemed to never see me the way I wished you would

But I guess that's the way loves supposed to be like

You are everything I've even wanted but could never have

No matter what I do

You always seem to elude me

Always finding new ways to break me

Crushing my heart in the process

But I guess that's the way loves supposed to be like

You are everything I've always wanted in a woman

Strength, wisdom, curiosity and

A secret passion for love

But no matter what I do

I can never figure you out

You are always with your stupid friends that ignore your

Unique talents and for that I am sorry

But I guess that's the way loves supposed to be like

I can't believe I'm about to say this but

I give up on trying to love you

It's hard not to though

Because you're all I've really care about in life

Now and forever

But I guess that's the way loves supposed to be like

I'm not going to say what my mind is willing me to say

My heart speaks louder and more strongly then ever

I wish … I wish that I could have you

Forever and always

In an unwavering love quarrel

I think that you'd like that

But I guess that's the way that loves supposed to be like

Stupid, stupid, stupid

How could I have ever thought that I could give up on loving you

I'd never thought that I could have done it

And I was right to think so

You are just too…too

Too damn everything

But I guess that's the way that loves supposed to be like

I guess I can now confess it to your face

Because you are here

Standing only meters away from me