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I never should have done what I did. Never
by
no
means
ever.
I'd just gotten back from a mission and ran into his office to tell him, just like always. When I ran in, he was sleeping in his chair. He gets cranky if we wake him up when he's sleeping, and I knew better than to do that. I was about to leave, but...
I couldn't turn away.
I should have.
I noticed he was smiling in his sleep. He doesn't smile unless he's winning or finds a lot of treasure. Why was he smiling? Not that I don't like it when he smiles, I mean, 'cause I do, but...
I couldn't see how being curious would get me into trouble.
I should have.
I wanted to know what he was dreaming about that would make him smile. As I wondered, he started moving around a bit. His smile turned into a frown, and he groaned a bit. I thought he was having a nightmare, but...
I assumed.
I shouldn't have.
Nightmares are bad things to have. If he was having one, he'd be extra-cranky when he woke up. I didn't want him to be, so I ran around behind the desk. I grabbed him by the shoulders, ready to shake him awake, but...
I hesitated.
I shouldn't have.
He stopped groaning, and he wasn't frowning anymore, but he wasn't smiling, either. I stopped myself before I could shake him. Maybe it was just a bad part of the dream, and it was over now. I didn't move, just to make sure the nightmare didn't come back. After a little bit, I realized that this was the closest I'd ever been to him. I felt my face heating up, felt my grip on his shoulders get a bit tighter, but...
I didn't pull away.
I should have.
Ever since we had first met, ever since we were kids, I had felt something towards him. For a while, I had thought it was because he was the first person to not tease me. For a longer time after that, I had thought it was because we were best friends. Even as the years passed, I always felt the same feeling, and it never died. I hadn't known why before, but...
I didn't want to admit I loved him.
I should have.
I had known him for years, known what he thought about everything. What did he think about love? Well, he didn't like that sort of thing. He thought it was a waste of time. He was grossed out at the idea of holding hands. Maybe it was because he was a lot younger than me. I knew all of that, but...
I chose to act on selfish impulse.
I shouldn't have.
He'd always said that what people don't know doesn't hurt them. Well... he was asleep, so he wouldn't know... right? Before I knew it, I was leaning in towards him.
eyes
closed.
face
red.
heart
pounding.
I kissed him.
I didn't want to stop.
I should have.
It felt like forever, even if it was only a few seconds. I almost panicked as I pulled away, afraid he would find out. But his eyes were still closed, and his face was still blank. I breathed a sigh of relief. What he didn't know wouldn't hurt him.
"What was that all about?"
eyes
wide.
face
pale.
heart
stopped.
His eyes opened, and he looked up at me. I felt like I had just jumped off of a cliff. This wasn't supposed to be happening! He was supposed to be asleep! I couldn't understand how he was awake, but...
I didn't realize that he'd been waking up during his "nightmare".
I should have.
I couldn't think of an excuse because there wasn't any. I couldn't say what I wanted to because my tongue didn't work right. Seeing how shocked, how disgusted he was, I knew that no matter what I told him, he would make me leave.
eyes
wet.
face
down.
heart
broken.
I wanted to tell him that I loved him, but...
It was all I could do to even say two words. Two
final
weak
little
words.
"S-sorry, Boss..."