This story was inspired by The Cerial Killer's story Right Here Waiting, it's a great story and everyone should go read it right now (or after you're finished with this one, haha) my story is similar, but not as good. i wrote it a long time ago and then found it again and thought i should probably post it for everyone. hope you all enjoy it.

Warning: yaoi and such. NaruSasu, NaruSaku
Disclaimer: it ain't mine.


Sasuke wasn't a pervert. Nope… not a pervert at all. I mean it isn't perverted to get off while watching the love of your life fucking the love of his. Okay, so maybe it was completely perverted, pathetic, and slightly disgusting but Sasuke couldn't help himself. His roommate was too damn sexy for his own good and he left the door open. Granted the door didn't close all the way anyway and was only left a crack open and Sasuke had found the perfect place to stand to see inside, but that was beside the point. The point right now was that Sasuke would give anything to trade places with the pink haired girl in there. What did she have that he didn't, other than breasts and a vagina, of course? Okay, so maybe she did have a better personality, and she was the same age as the blonde man, and she had a stable job but her love was nothing compared to Sasuke's. It just wasn't fair that she got Naruto and he got nothing.

Sasuke had been in love with the blonde since they met eight years ago. Sasuke was in second grade at the time but he could still remember clearly the first time he had ever seen the blonde. Itachi was in seventh grade and the second half of the year they had to 'adopt' sixth graders. It was something the school had set up so that the sixth graders had an easier transition into junior high. Itachi's sixth grader was none other than Uzumaki Naruto. Sasuke had been waiting at the school gates for his brother to pick him up so they could walk home when a blonde boy came running up to him.

"Are you Uchiha Sasuke?" The blonde asked. Sasuke recognized the boy was a sixth grader and nodded. "Great. I'm Uzumaki Naruto. I'm the sixth grader your brother Itachi is supposed to be adopting. I was told to wait for him with you." Naruto smiled brightly. Sasuke just nodded. He had never met someone so cheerful or loud before. As they waited Naruto talked to Sasuke but Sasuke couldn't bring himself to say a word. Every day after that Naruto and Sasuke waited at the front gate and Naruto would talk to Sasuke and occasionally Sasuke would say something back but he mostly stayed silent. Naruto came to their house a lot and became good friends with Itachi. One day Naruto was sick and didn't show up to school and Sasuke realized how much he liked being around the blonde boy. When Naruto moved to the junior high campus Sasuke was really sad at first but felt relieved the first day when he showed up with Itachi to walk home together. It wasn't until about the fifth grade that Sasuke realized the way he felt about Naruto was different than the way he felt about other people. He realized he was in love with the blonde. When Naruto got his first girlfriend Sasuke was heartbroken but it wasn't nearly as bad as when Naruto started dating 'the one', Haruno Sakura.

Sasuke was considered a prodigy pianist and was accepted into a prestigious private arts high school across town from the Uchiha manor. Because Naruto lived in an apartment by the high school and the Uchihas trusted the blonde man, Sasuke went to go live with him for convenience's sake. Sasuke was ecstatic to be living with his all time crush but fate played a cruel trick the day he moved in and Sasuke met Sakura, Naruto's girlfriend of two months. They had met at orientation for pre-med students at the local university and instantly hit it off (after the first semester Naruto changed majors from pre-med to early education). Although Sakura did have her own apartment, she spent most of her time at theirs, like right now for instance.

Sakura had basically gone hoarse from all the screaming from the first two hours of sex. Sasuke was glad for the sound proofing of their apartment otherwise Naruto would be getting a lot of complaints from their neighbors. Sasuke had always been impressed by Naruto's stamina; he could go for hours before getting tired, although Sasuke did sometimes feel bad for Sakura who had to put up with it. Sasuke usually came home from school to find them both passed out from exhaustion in Naruto's bed, but now it was Saturday and he got to listen to all three hours of it. Sasuke had made the mistake of glancing into Naruto's room at the start and was now in the hall jerking off while watching Naruto's back as he made love to Sakura. Sasuke was fascinated by Naruto's back, the way the muscles moved as he thrust in and out of his girlfriend, the way the thin layer of sweat shone in the mid-afternoon sunlight coming in from his window, the tattoo at the base of his neck between his shoulder blades, the scratch marks left by Sakura's perfectly manicured nails when they had started earlier that day. Sasuke always watched Naruto's back, never fortunate to see the front side of him. He fantasized about tracing his fingers over that back, leaving kisses there; leaving scratch marks, and bite marks there. Sakura screamed as she climaxed for the nth time, successfully covering Sasuke's moan as he also came. It was a few seconds later that Naruto came and collapsed on the girl beneath him. Sasuke saw pale arms wrap around tanned shoulders, one hand tangling into golden locks the other tracing Naruto's spine. Sasuke slid to the floor to catch his breath. He knew Naruto and Sakura would pass out within a few minutes and then he could get up and take a shower. After his shower Sasuke went to his room and started working on his homework. A few hours later there was a knock on his door before it opened to reveal Naruto.

"Hey, Sasuke-chan." Naruto smiled leaning on the door frame. "What 'cha doin?"

"Homework, what do you need?" Sasuke asked not looking up from his laptop, knowing if he did he would start drooling. Out of the corner of his eye he was pale arms come around from behind the blonde before a pink head rested on his shoulder.

"Sakura-chan and I were going to grab something to eat from the café down the street. You want us to pick you up anything?" Naruto asked putting his hands over the arms around him. Sasuke shrugged.

"Sure, if they have something that I'd like." Sasuke said indifferently. Naruto laughed.

"Alright." He smiled before shutting the door again. Sasuke could hear them leave and sighed heavily. It had taken most of his control to keep from shouting at Sakura to get her hands off of Naruto. He was sure Sakura was a great person, but he still couldn't bring himself to like her because of her relationship with Naruto. Of course Naruto was desperately in love with her and every time they started talking about Sakura Naruto would get this goofy grin on his face and Sasuke couldn't bring himself to talk badly about her. When Naruto and Sakura returned Sasuke met them in the kitchen and was handed a cup of tomato soup. Sasuke raised an eyebrow.

"Don't give me that look." Sakura snapped at him.

"Yeah, it's fancy tomato soup. It's not like the canned stuff we have here." Naruto nodded. Sasuke rolled his eyes.

"You really are an idiot." He sighed as he set the to-go cup on the counter and dug around in the drawers for a spoon. When he turned back around he dropped his spoon and soup when he saw Sakura feeding Naruto a piece of her fruit, Sakura's fingers had gone into Naruto's mouth with the fruit and he gently sucked on them while giving her a lecherous look and that's when Sasuke dropped everything he was holding.

"What happened?" Naruto jumped.

"Sorry, I just dropped my stuff." Sasuke said grabbing a few paper towels from the roll and cleaning up the spilled soup.

"You know I spent three dollars on that." Naruto huffed.

"I'll pay you back if you're that upset about it." Sasuke snapped back.

"Geeze, I was kidding, Sas, what's your problem?" Naruto scoffed. Sasuke wanted to yell that his problem was the pink haired whore currently sitting in his lap, but refrained. Sasuke finished cleaning and went to go watch TV, he could hear Naruto and Sakura giggling in the kitchen and it made him want to puke. Later that night Sasuke was still watching TV when Naruto came in and leaned on the back of the couch.

"What?" Sasuke sighed.

"You're sixteen, why the hell are you here on a Saturday night?" Naruto asked.

"If you want me to leave so you can fuck your girlfriend then just say it." Sasuke said. Naruto hit him in the back of the head.

"Watch your language." Naruto snapped at him. "And yeah, I need you to leave. Mommy and Daddy need their grown up time." He smiled. Sasuke rolled his eyes.

"Whatever." Sasuke said as he got up. He put his shoes on and grabbed his jacket and keys and left without another word. He sat on a bench near the front of the building entrance. It was out of the way that when Sakura left she wouldn't see him, but he could see her. He reached into the hidden pocket of his jacket and pulled out a pack of cigarettes. Naruto didn't know he smoked and Sasuke was planning on keeping it that way. When Naruto and Sakura needed their 'grown up time' as Naruto calls it, Sasuke would always come to this spot and smoke so he was surprised he hadn't been caught yet. Of course Naruto was always taking a shower when Sasuke got back in so Sasuke could change and get the smell off him before Naruto found out. After about an hour Sasuke saw Sakura leave about the same time he got a text from Naruto saying he could come back. He waited a few minutes and went back inside, changed and went back to doing his homework.

"Sasuke-chan!" Naruto called knocking on Sasuke's door. "You hungry? I was gonna make dinner."

"Make what you want. I'll eat later." Sasuke answered. The door opened and Naruto leaned in.

"Something wrong, Sasuke? You seem to be in a bad mood today." Naruto said, concern obvious in his voice.

"Just a bad mood. I'll be fine by tomorrow." Sasuke shrugged.

"You know you're like a little brother to me. If you ever have any problems you can talk to me, okay?" Naruto smiled at him. Sasuke just nodded. He hated it. He hated that Naruto would only ever see him as a little brother. He hated that Naruto cared so much about him. He hated that Naruto wanted to help but was actually the problem. He hated all of it. Naruto left the room and Sasuke sighed. Later that night, when he knew Naruto was asleep, he went to the kitchen to find a plate in the fridge for him and a note from Naruto.

-I know you're avoiding me and wouldn't want to eat with me but I made you a plate anyway. I don't know what's bothering you but I hope you feel better soon. Let me know if you need anything. Naruto.-

Sasuke sighed and threw the note away. He heated his food and quickly ate before going to bed. Sometimes he really hated how much he was in love with the blonde because it really gave him nothing but grief.


poor Sasuke. REVIEW PLEASE!!!