Help Me or Leave Me

Chapter 1

Disclaimer- I only own Isis, and maybe some other characters later on, but I do not own the Twilight world.

I.P.O.V.

I sat in the window seat, staring blankly out the window overseeing all of Volturi owned. The castles library was the only place that I could find comfort. Nothing else in this murderous world I lived in mattered to me. A werewolf could come in this room now and tear me to shreds. Yet would I care? No, I would probably help him in the process. Heck, I would even supply the lighter.

"Isis, you have to stop mopping around here. Why don't you come down for dinner?" Felix, the only guard, or should I say the only vampire, who actually talked to me, asked. The others were either too scared, or just didn't care.

I knew I should say something, or at shake my head, but I wouldn't. I just sat there. Staring out the snow-frosted window. Not really looking, yet still seeing.

What I was seeing was not what was out the window. I was seeing . . . things? Maybe my old dreams or memories, but I don't know. I couldn't actually see them, but I was thinking. Yet, I wasn't.

"Isis. I really think you should eat. You haven't in three months, and you've been here for a little over three months! You're eyes couldn't possibly get any darker." I could tell he was behind me now, but still I didn't move, couldn't move. I was frozen, like my body. I could never age, never grow. Not that I wanted to get any taller. I was already 5'7" and I was perfectly fine at this height.

"Please Isis, at least talk! The only thing we know about you is that you're name is Isis. And that only because Aro read your thoughts! Which he said there weren't many of. Some reason he couldn't access your human thoughts." Felix was still trying, but even he knew I wasn't talking any time soon.

"Isis I swear if you don't come down tomorrow to eat dinner I am bringing you up some and forcing it down your throat!" I really should be nicer to him; after all he is the only one that cares. Sure, Aro acts like he cares, but I can see threw his fake smile and kind words. I almost felt bad for that power-craving thief-of-a-jerk. Almost.

While signing Felix headed for the door, or at least that's were I felt the air that he spread while he moved went. Before he left, I send a paper airplane to him, just for him. I felt bad, no horrible that he cared for me. He shouldn't waist his time. I wasn't going to talk, move, or even blink for a long time.

I am trapped in my emotions, and they aren't letting me go. I feel like in at the middle of an endless ocean of emotions. I can somehow breath, but yet I feel like I'm choking.

Choking on them, the emotions, but not the water.

No, the water is why I' still alive. It's like my oxygen. Without it I would drown, but not reach the bottom.

No one can reach the bottom. For the bottom is where I want to be.

F.P.O.V.

Once again, Isis is sticking to herself. I know I'm the only one that actually takes interest in her. I don't know why she just can't let down her walls. She's like a statue. She's been in that exact spot for six weeks, and before that she stayed in her room, or the garden.

I wish so much to help her. I don't know why. She has the aurora that leads you in, or repels you. I happen to be the only one that it accepted in her presence. Everyone else is either too afraid of what she can do or just plain out couldn't care.

Aro won't share her power with us. He only says it's the most powerful one to ever exist. Truth be told, I think he's bluffing. Isis probably doesn't know what her power is, so neither does Aro.

Actually I take that back. Isis knows, she just refuses to think it. She doesn't want to think it. She's trying to pretend that she doesn't have it.

The way she acts, or should I say doesn't act. The way she never speaks, or doesn't blink. The way she stairs, yet never is really looking.

She's trying to ignore something. I can tell.

I worry, but I do not tell anyone. Except Isis obviously knows I worry for her.

As I think of ways I could help her, one that my mind just happened to come up with actually sounds good.

The only problem, it involves the Cullen's.

Was it not only ten years ago had the confrontation happened? I don't think they would ever help Aro out after that.

But maybe they would help me, or better Isis.

Yes, maybe they would help Isis. She never did anything to them. And Carlisle is so kind, and Esme so loving.

I would have to take Isis there, or uh… oh crap. I don't know where they are.

I think Aro has one of there cell phone numbers. . .

My plan just might work, but there is one more problem.

How can I get Aro's permission to take Isis to the Cullen's?

I guess I will find out soon.

Before I entered the dining room, I open the paper airplane Isis somehow got to me.

The two letters written on the page only motivate me more.

Help me.

A/N Wow. Not only is this the longest chapter I have ever written. I really like this plot! I can do so much with it! Also Isis is a character from a book I'm creating. Well the name is, this Isis is way different than my other Isis, but I'm starting to really love this one! Out of all the stories I have wrote for the Twilight FF's I can feel this one will by far be my best.

Reasons why:

I don't feel like I really connect with the twilight characters that much. It's kind of hard to write about characters that personality I can't make, or change without people getting mad.

With Isis, I can make her do what ever I want, because no one knows what choices she would made except me!

I don't have a third, but I really like Isis. So there.

So tell me what you think of Isis so far! Yes, I know what her power is, and there is a reason she won't talk. Also she can't remember her human life; or rather she doesn't want to remember. Also she's only been a vampire for four months. So the Volturi found her a month after she was "born." Isis will tell, or rather explain her story later.

I know, I know. Why aren't I updating my other story?! Well Alice (my new puppy that we got on Nov.1) is sleeping right now, so I had time to write but I didn't feel like writing another chapter for 'Blind' if it did it would have been extremely bad, but my heart was into this idea that was going around in my head, so Walla! I plugged in my moms laptop and wrote away. Ha-ha, Alice is sleeping walking. She also likes to move in her sleep. Earlier her tail was wagging like crazy while she was asleep. Probably thinking about that delicious turkey she got to taste yesterday (EW I personally hate turkey). Ha-ha, remember to review! Omigosh! Alice just barked in her sleep! Aw.

-Heattherrx21