~Pain is in the eyes of those who see.~
Every night the same dream…
Every day the same thoughts…
It was already 2 A.M. … But Blaine didn't want to close his eyes. He was broken, pain
couldn't hurt him anymore. It already killed him. He was dead…
he only forgot to lay down…
The torment was still going on.
Every night…
Every day…
He closed his eyes. ''don't sleep'' he thought.
The pain… Constantly the pain…
He tried to take control of his thoughts, but it was no use.
Tears rolled down over his cheeks. It needed to stop…
A dark cloak of agony fell over him. The pain got worse. Thoughts were running through his mind.
''it was all my fault! I was so wrong… It was never meant… I didn't want to…''
Blaine cried. He tried to scream, but no voice came out of his mouth. His breath went faster and
tears were still running down his face. He had had enough sorrow…
The steel married his skin that night. Blood fell apart. A chilling and pleasant feeling filled his body.
Pain faded away.
He started to feel so calm… so tired…
He closed his eyes again. Off to the world he feared so much…
his despitefully dreams…
As Blaine opened his eyes, tears and blood dripped on the ground.
He was at the usual spot.
He sat down on the middle of the street of the town.
A thick haze haunted the place.
As soon as Blaine wiped away his tears, he stood up.
Still no sign of the living… although Blaine knew they would come.
He started to hear footsteps from behind.
Blaine knew it was his brother Cooper.
He turned around and There they'd stood.
Cooper lay his hand on Blaine's shoulder.
''Why, brother?'' Cooper asked.
Tears ran over his face as he watched Blaine.
Blaine looked at the ground, knowing what would happen next.
The grip on Blaine's shoulder became stronger.
''Answer me!'' Cooper yelled, but Blaine only stared at the ground.
He felt a burning pain in his shoulder. He knew he couldn't change the situation.
It would only make it worse.
More people gathered around Blaine.
He knew them all, every single one of them. Those were the people he loved so much…
Cooper had let go of Blaine. But he kept staring at his brother.
Those eyes… they went right through him…
''I am so sorry.'' Blaine whispered.
The look of Cooper's face changed immediately. Anger filled his eyes.
The others started to point at him.
It began…
Angry voices filled the night.
''It's all YOUR fault!''
''YOU did this to him!''
''How could YOU do this?!''
Blaine pressed his hands against his ears. He couldn't hear anymore of this…
''FAILURE!''
''I'm sorry!'' Blaine screamed.
''I'd never ever meant to do it…!''
Blaine stood to shiver on his legs while everyone was yelling at him.
''SCUM!''
''DROP DEAD!''
''WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT!''
Suddenly it became silent.
Blaine had let go of his ears while he watched, everyone started to fade away.
It was time to feel the last and most painful torment.
Kurt…
Why did he needed to endure this?
As he watched all the people fading, Kurt stepped forward.
''Sorry, Kurt.'' Blaine sobbed.
''No need to apologize, Blaine'' Kurt said calmly.
He searched in his pocket and put out a knife.
''You don't have to do this, Kurt. Please don't do it'' Blaine sobbingly begged.
''It already happened so many times, Blaine. So many times…''
''Please Kurt. I'm begging you!''
But it was already too late.
''Goodbye Blaine.'' Said Kurt.
~Those were his last words…~
Blaine heavily sobbed.
''Why,Kurt?'' Blaine whispered.
He couldn't stop crying. Couldn't stop until he woke…
As soon as Blaine opened his eyes, he felt his tears running down his cheeks.
It all happened again…
Every night the same dream…
Every day the same thoughts…
I'm so sorry, Kurt…
Don't stop until the end…