That Day
VOCALOID – 02
By: Chi~
Disclaimer: N. O.
A/N: Do I seem lazy? Trust me when I say – I WISH I COULD BE LAZY. Thank you life for giving me a life. GAH. LIFE IS SO SELFISH.
Anyways, here's something random and new. Just popped into my heart. Like just now. Let's see how this goes.
There is an important message at the end of this story. I might lose fans. That's how important it is. Regardless, enjoy this. I love you all.
That Day
Loving you was all my heart wanted to do. The first moment I saw you. And one really wonders if a simple look can cause something so...intense. Perhaps it can, because it did. Maybe some things you can't help aren't all bad. Not when it comes to love, I think. True love, anyway. My crotch didn't get tight or my blood boil under my skin with lust I had felt since I was ten.
My heart told me so. That's something I cannot help. That's not even truly my voice. My heart sent a signal to my brain which interpreted the simple message – to love you. With all of my heart, too.
People say such things are probably impossible. I say, if you believe in greater things, especially God, then you should know how close these two things are. God and love.
They both do the impossible. You don't even have to believe for it to be real. There's no running from it.
There was no running from you.
By God, I believe, I was meant to love you. For that, I am sincerely thankful.
And even the impossible became possible again, when you even looked back, got a powder of blush on your cheeks from my gaze, and simply…softly…
Just smiled.
And then, our lives just unfolded and for once, it seemed like we were doing something right.
All from that day.
Cheesy. Sloppy. YUCK. But merely what is in my heart. I hope you liked this small piece. I'm a little rusty.
Anyways…
IMPORTANT MESSAGE(S) TIME
…I'm just putting this out there because I'm so happy. I am in love. I am engaged. HOLY. BALLZ. But yeah. Anyways. On to the real message. Heehee…
Brace yourselves because I might be hurting some people. I've been thinking about this a lot. I am a born-again Christian. Have accepted God in my life since September of 2010. Only recently have I felt true dedication and love from Him. I still struggle, but it just takes time. I've been feeling convicted about some of the things I have written and posted on this account, such as sex and even murder. Good stories, yes, but not very… Yeah. I have somewhat of a large audience in the 'M' rated section of this site. I only feel sorry that I will probably lose fans, but not sorry for what I'm about to do. Stories such as "Dolly of the Night," the Bloody series, and anything particularly dark will be taken down. So…yeah.
…With that said, that is all. See you next time. I love you all.