The Diary of a twin brother
Written by Arisutea 3
Entry 1 Dear Diary,
This may be strange. Not writing in a diary. But, Expressing my feelings to someone/thing other than Hikaru. Until last week Hikaru has been there for me. Through thick and thin. For some reason though,
After him and Haruhi started going out he has been neglecting me. Like a hamster than hasent been fed for days. I lay in bed till about noon and wake up late for school. There is no need to learn. Noone understands how painful it feels to have the one that you love and care for the most just leave you for another person. Lately being in the host club is such a drag. After all our "Fangirls" found out about Hikaru and Haruhi being together i've had less and less girls have tea with me. It's hard not being able to entertain the people i want to entertain the most /3 Hikaru and Haruhi kiss alot in front of everyone. It scares me how Tamaki doesnt really mind. "It's cute" He says. I think that he is just hiding tears behind a weak fake smile /: .
I hope that i will find someone better. Someone that can care for me just as much as Haruhi cares for Hikaru and vise versa. If you havent been able to tell yet... Hikaru is always on my mind. ALWAYS. I wish there was something that i could do that didnt remind me of him. I tried watching a movie but it just reminded me about how me and Hikaru used to snuggle for hours watching Lousy television shows. and I tried cooking but i broke the stove. Oh how i miss Hikaru.. What he used to be. I'm probly over exxagerating.. mabey i should just forget about this all. Their relationship probly wont last that long...
if im in luck
Well, Ciao Kaoru Hittachin
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