Hey guys this is my first fanfic ever ,criticism is welcome , but go easy on me . i really hope you guys enjoy , there is gonna be a lot and a lot of limp , hurt Sam , so without further ado...

SUMMARY:While Sam is working at the bar and hunters come for him they are successful in kidnapping Sam and using him to kill the Demon.

WARNINGS:spoilers for season 5. gen only

Sam was alone at the Hoyt's bar scrubbing the dirty counters , lost in thought , he was thinking about Jess how much he had missed her , had he dreamed about her at night? , but it seemed so real as if ...and then he suddenly remember how Jess had told him there was a darkness in his heart , he had always known it but hearing it from Jess it was painful... Sam sighed and thought about Dean what he was doing right now, probably cutting off some vampire heads and salting ghosts and exorcising demons . Did sam do the right thing leaving Dean in the middle of all this chaos and apocalypse brewing above thier heads and lucifer free on a rampage ,(thanks to Sam).But Dean didnt want Sam to be at his side right now ,sam knew he had hurt Dean by trusting that Ruby bitch over his own brother , he pictured Deans disappointed and hurt face in his mind . No , his brother definitely didnt trust Sam anymore and Sam was sure that he probably hated himself more than Dean could, he hated himself and wished for the millionth time to go back and do things different , to plunge a knife in Ruby's gut the first time he had seen her ...He was pulled from his thoughts by the tinkling of the bell at the front door.

"the bars closed" Sam said without turning to see who had stumbled into the bar this late at night and resumed his tedious task . As the footsteps continued , Sam turned to see a very beaten Tim walking slowly towards him.

"hey Tim , geez man are you alright you look like hell what happened" Sam said taking in the bloody appearance of the frustrated hunter.

"Sam do you wanna tell me something?"Tim demanded looking at Sam as if it was Sam who was responsible for Tim's battered state.

"what are you talking about?"Sam said slightly alarmed at Tims's accusing tone."where are Reggie and Steve"

"oh Steve ..He's dead ...His guts are spattered outside on the street.. See we went and caught ourselves a demon , I got out with a few scrapes and scars but steve wasnt so lucky, there have been a lot of demons lately ...Right sam and somehow they seem to be even more cocky than normal as if its pay day for them... Wont ya say so Sammy ...Cuz ya see the demon had quite a lot to say about you"

Tim inquired as he looked at Sam without blinking , his expression calm but Sam could see a fire of rage burning in Tims eyes .

Sam gulped "Im sorry...about steve" Sam said honestly feeling a pang of guilt , maybe if he had gone with the hunters before and had not refused their offer Steve could still be alive.

"Sam are you sure you dont have something to say to me..."

"no i ...Dont know ..Im sorry"

"saying sorry doesnt change any thing" Tim said his hands shaking with fury as he lifted his hands and clutched his brown shaggy hair,"ya see I just saw my best friend's insides get spattered across the street and the bastard demon told me that it was all because of you that armageddon has arrived"

Sam tried his best to keep his composure and began to feel even more guilt ridden"look Tim im sorry about Steve but i dont know what you're talking about , now you should leave and mourn your friend , im really sorry "

"ah you're sorry ..well the demon..."Tim began

"demons lie " Sam stated matter of factly.

"oh is that so .. So are you sure you dont wanna tell me anything Sammy boy"

"yes im sure" sam said and hoped that things do not go south but by the looks of things and Tim's tone he was sure the demon had spilled everything related to how the apocalypse started and who was responsible for it in the first place. the doors of the bar opened and in came reggie holding a knife to Lindsey,s 's heart leaped in his chest , yet again an innocent person had been put in harms way because of Sam, he looked at lindsey and tried to reassure her by giving her a smile but she shook her head clearly scared out of her mind , her usually neatly arranged blonde curls were a mess which showed that she had tried to put up a fight but obviously she had no chance against Reggie.

"whats going on ., Keith whats happening" she demanded her voice shaking.

"let her go , please put the knife down I'll tell you whatever you want to know" Sam said while raising his arms."I did it , its the truth ,whatever the demon said its the truth" Sam said while eyeing the knife nervously as if he let it out of his sight it would cut lindsey's throat.

"whats the truth"

"you're really gonna make me say it"Sam said getting andry as he looked at Reggie who pressed the knife against lindsey's throat . She gasped and became very still, her blue eyes were getting watery.

"wait put the knife down , yes okay yes I did it , I started the apocalypse, im responsible for the increased demonic activity , okay now let her go"Sam finished in one breath but Reggie did not loosen the knife.

"what is wrong with you people , you're hunters, you are supposed to protect innocent people like her , you're are becoming just like the things you hunt..."

"funny how seeing your best friend die can change that" Tim said while scratching his chin" well if what the demon said is true then you are not so different from the things you hunt either ... You are actually worse than 'em"

"you are right and I hate myself more than you can hate me,... Now Reggie but the knife down, Lindsey has nothing to do with this"Sam pleaded but he suddenly noticed Tim holding something... A vile of red liquid and Sam knew what it was , he could smell it. and his heart started thudding in his chest . Tim was casually flipping the vile in his meaty fingers while staring at Sam through his dark brown eyes.

"ya know what this is Sammy, its your favourite kind, fresh , 100% pure demon blood, you know you want this Sammy , might as well just snatch it from me and gulp it down like a good little boy"Tim grinned.

"keep it away from me" Sam said his voice shaking as he looked at Lindsey ,there was a thin line of blood flowing from the tip of the knife that Reggie had pressed at her throat, Reggie didnt even know that she was bleeding,but he obviously did'nt care.

"if you dont drink it we will kill her..."

"no you wont you're not that heartless"Sam said

"My heart was ripped out when i saw my best friend die and now I want to kill that bastard demon and you sam , You're an instant demon killer machine"Tim said while advancing towards Sam his hand outstretched.

Sam stepped back"look ill help you kill the demon , we'll exorcise it together..."

"ive got the demon trapped , dont ya' think Sam that if i wanted to exorcise it I would have done it already , no I want to kill it and you Sam you can kill it , not exorcise it , not send it back to hell , but end that son of a bitch, so take it and drink or else we cut her" Tim said while motioning towards Reggie and to Sam's horror Reggie traced the knife across Lindsey's collar bone leaving a thin bleeding cut slowly , Lindsey cried out in pain.

"Stop , please , I cant drink demon blood anymore my powers are gone "Sam lied. Reggie lifted the knife and began to trace another cut below the first one , Lindsey was sobbing , Tear slid down her face " Keith please " she cried out weakly.

Sam snatched the vile from Tim's outstretched hand and smashed it angrily on the floor , Tim startled by the sudden movement quickly regained himself and attempted to land a meaty punch at Sam , Sam easily blocked the punch and holding the other mans arm Sam lifted Tim and slammed him on the nearby table , the table gave way and crashed to the floor with a loud crack . Sam was about to knock Tim unconscious .."Keiiiiith " Lindsey screamed , Reggie was clutching her blond hair with his one hand exposing her neck ,the base of her neck was already bloody , but with minor cuts , however right now Reggie was threatening to slit her throat , Sam could see it in his eyes.

Sam distracted did not see the punch coming from Tim who had managed to regain himself,Tim's fist connected with Sam's jaw, Sam stumbled back his moth was filled with blood , Tim landed an other blow in Sam's gut as he felt the air knocked out of his lungs, he spat the blood ,and raised his fist to punch Tim, "move and she dies" Reggie said speaking for the first time. Sam froze in his steps immediately and Tim landed an other blow into him, Sam gasped but did not try to counter Tim, he knew he was helpless as long as they had Lindsey.

"ya should'nt have done that Sammy boy, but no matter I have something else"Tim said out of breath and he drew out a syringe of white liquid from his jacket.

Sam stood up slowly due to the blows he got to his stomach "whats that " he asked panting while eyeing the syringe nervously.

"Reggie" Tim said and reggie clutched Lindsey again and drew a long cut beneath the two already present but this time the knife was pressed more forcefully , Lindsey screamed.

"stop" Sam shouted , horrified . Tim nodded to Reggie who stopped while Lindsey whimpered in his grasp.

" you will inject this into yourself if you do not want to make her scream" Tim ordered Sam.

"What is it" Sam repeated but Tim was in no mood to answer , he was growing restless and furious, he punched Sam again this time Sam was not able to counter it and in fear for Lindsey he didnt even try to hit Tim back and suddenly there was a sharp pain in his neck and Sam knew that Tim had stuck the needle in him, Tim knocked Sam down and pushed the colourless contents into his neck , Sam tried to struggle but Tim was sitting on him and Sam already was in pain , slowly his movements started getting weaker , he felt as if he did not have the strength to even lift his fingers , he sighed one last time and darkness enveloped him.

TBC

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