"Gojyo, it's simple... I'm not going to let this go." Sanzo said, resting his knuckles on his lips and looking away from the kappa. He didn't even want to look at him at this point. He was so in love with this nasty, perverted water-sprite that one look into his eyes might just bring him to the point of letting him get by with this.
"Sanzo... come on, angel..." Gojyo whispered, taking a step toward his lover.
Sanzo took a step back in return, shaking his head, not letting his tears fall. He sniffled and looked up at the red-haired man and tried to look angry, only causing his tears to fall and his lips to quiver. "Damn you, Gojyo"
"Love, listen to me"
"I don't have to listen to jack shit, Gojyo!" Sanzo's arms extended at this sides, emphasizing his anger. "I just caught you having sex with Hakkai! How the hell are you going to explain this one?" "Hunny..." Gojyo took another step forward, resting his hand on Sanzo's shoulder. The priest punched him in the chest, but Gojyo remained where he was, letting Sanzo hit him repeatedly until he finally fell into the kappa's arms in a heap. "You feel better now, sweetheart?" Gojyo whispered, wrapping his arms around his lover.
Sanzo just nodded, but then stepped away, wiping his eyes. "I'm done, Gojyo"
"Don't say that"
"I'm saying it..." Sanzo bit his lower lip and walked down the hotel hallway to his room, locking the door behind him. Gojyo sat back down on the bed that Hakkai was now sitting up in as well. "I'm sorry, Gojyo..." Hakkai spoke softly.
"Don't blame yourself, 'Kai... I'm the one who gave in"
"But I didn't have to tell you how I felt about you"
"No... you didn't. But I'm glad you did. I appreciate it, actually." Gojyo gave a weak smile in Hakkai's direction and sighed. "The only problem is... I never told Sanzo how I felt about him..." Gojyo rested his head in his hands, tapping his feet to a rhythm that played only in his imagination.
"Maybe you should go talk to him..." Hakkai smiled and rested his tender hand on Gojyo's back. "I hope everything goes well." Gojyo stood up, slipping his tight jeans back on. He walked to the door of Hakkai's room and down the hallway to Sanzo's door. He knocked quietly three times. "Sanzo..." His voice was quiet and low. "Can I come in"
There was no response, but Gojyo knew exactly what he was doing on the other side of the door. "Look, Sanzo... I know you have that gun of yours pressed to the door right now, aiming right at my head. If you're going to shoot me, shoot me, but if you aren't, let me in." Gojyo heard the gun get thrown to the other side of the room. "Come in"
Gojyo walked in slowly, quietly shutting the door behind him. He walked silently over to Sanzo's bed and laid down on the opposite side of his lover. "Sanzo"
"What the hell were you thinking"
"Sanzo, let me talk"
"Do you realize that I'm fucking in love with you, Gojyo? Do you not understand that?" Sanzo snapped at him, glaring to his side, arms crossed over his chest.
"I know, babe, but listen to me"
"Gojyo, I'm done with you. I knew that this would happen someday. I wanted to believe that I was just paranoid and that it would never happen, but I knew I should have never put that much trust in you... I hate myself for loving you so much." Sanzo bit back a sob and looked away from the kappa next to him.
"Sanzo...are you done"
"Mmhmm"
"Good..." Gojyo turned Sanzo's face back to look him in the eyes and kissed him softly, lovingly. He watched as Sanzo's eyes fluttered closed and he cupped the priest's cheek in his large palm. Sanzo snapped himself away from Gojyo and shook his head. "No. No, Gojyo, I'm done"
"And what am I supposed to do?" Gojyo looked at him with hurt eyes, hoping to get through to him that he regretted his actions and knew that it meant nothing. "Because I don't think I could stand sticking around and watching you, not able to touch you... to hold you... to kiss you...to love you... I couldn't take it, Sanzo"
"Me either... I don't know what you're going to do either but... I'm done." Sanzo stared him in the eyes until Gojyo finally stood up, his eyes sheathed in a wall of tears. "I'm done too. I'm done with this journey. Don't let the monkey get too hyper while I'm gone"
"Gojyo"
"Sanzo..." Gojyo gave a weak smile as he walked out the bedroom door, shutting it behind him once more. He ran into Goku on his way out and rubbed his disheveled hair. "Don't let Hakkai and Sanzo kill each other, okay, monkey"
"What do you mean"
"I'm leaving, kid"
"You're just walking out"
"Yeah... see ya around." Gojyo said quietly, walking down the stairs of the inn. Goku watched him walk out and ran into Hakkai's room, hoping to get some information on what happened.
"Sanzo... come on, angel..." Gojyo whispered, taking a step toward his lover.
Sanzo took a step back in return, shaking his head, not letting his tears fall. He sniffled and looked up at the red-haired man and tried to look angry, only causing his tears to fall and his lips to quiver. "Damn you, Gojyo"
"Love, listen to me"
"I don't have to listen to jack shit, Gojyo!" Sanzo's arms extended at this sides, emphasizing his anger. "I just caught you having sex with Hakkai! How the hell are you going to explain this one?" "Hunny..." Gojyo took another step forward, resting his hand on Sanzo's shoulder. The priest punched him in the chest, but Gojyo remained where he was, letting Sanzo hit him repeatedly until he finally fell into the kappa's arms in a heap. "You feel better now, sweetheart?" Gojyo whispered, wrapping his arms around his lover.
Sanzo just nodded, but then stepped away, wiping his eyes. "I'm done, Gojyo"
"Don't say that"
"I'm saying it..." Sanzo bit his lower lip and walked down the hotel hallway to his room, locking the door behind him. Gojyo sat back down on the bed that Hakkai was now sitting up in as well. "I'm sorry, Gojyo..." Hakkai spoke softly.
"Don't blame yourself, 'Kai... I'm the one who gave in"
"But I didn't have to tell you how I felt about you"
"No... you didn't. But I'm glad you did. I appreciate it, actually." Gojyo gave a weak smile in Hakkai's direction and sighed. "The only problem is... I never told Sanzo how I felt about him..." Gojyo rested his head in his hands, tapping his feet to a rhythm that played only in his imagination.
"Maybe you should go talk to him..." Hakkai smiled and rested his tender hand on Gojyo's back. "I hope everything goes well." Gojyo stood up, slipping his tight jeans back on. He walked to the door of Hakkai's room and down the hallway to Sanzo's door. He knocked quietly three times. "Sanzo..." His voice was quiet and low. "Can I come in"
There was no response, but Gojyo knew exactly what he was doing on the other side of the door. "Look, Sanzo... I know you have that gun of yours pressed to the door right now, aiming right at my head. If you're going to shoot me, shoot me, but if you aren't, let me in." Gojyo heard the gun get thrown to the other side of the room. "Come in"
Gojyo walked in slowly, quietly shutting the door behind him. He walked silently over to Sanzo's bed and laid down on the opposite side of his lover. "Sanzo"
"What the hell were you thinking"
"Sanzo, let me talk"
"Do you realize that I'm fucking in love with you, Gojyo? Do you not understand that?" Sanzo snapped at him, glaring to his side, arms crossed over his chest.
"I know, babe, but listen to me"
"Gojyo, I'm done with you. I knew that this would happen someday. I wanted to believe that I was just paranoid and that it would never happen, but I knew I should have never put that much trust in you... I hate myself for loving you so much." Sanzo bit back a sob and looked away from the kappa next to him.
"Sanzo...are you done"
"Mmhmm"
"Good..." Gojyo turned Sanzo's face back to look him in the eyes and kissed him softly, lovingly. He watched as Sanzo's eyes fluttered closed and he cupped the priest's cheek in his large palm. Sanzo snapped himself away from Gojyo and shook his head. "No. No, Gojyo, I'm done"
"And what am I supposed to do?" Gojyo looked at him with hurt eyes, hoping to get through to him that he regretted his actions and knew that it meant nothing. "Because I don't think I could stand sticking around and watching you, not able to touch you... to hold you... to kiss you...to love you... I couldn't take it, Sanzo"
"Me either... I don't know what you're going to do either but... I'm done." Sanzo stared him in the eyes until Gojyo finally stood up, his eyes sheathed in a wall of tears. "I'm done too. I'm done with this journey. Don't let the monkey get too hyper while I'm gone"
"Gojyo"
"Sanzo..." Gojyo gave a weak smile as he walked out the bedroom door, shutting it behind him once more. He ran into Goku on his way out and rubbed his disheveled hair. "Don't let Hakkai and Sanzo kill each other, okay, monkey"
"What do you mean"
"I'm leaving, kid"
"You're just walking out"
"Yeah... see ya around." Gojyo said quietly, walking down the stairs of the inn. Goku watched him walk out and ran into Hakkai's room, hoping to get some information on what happened.