My outside is gold
But my inner is darkness
I hide in my mask
So that they cannot find me
In my private suicide
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My friends cannot see
What is truly haunting me
Prophesy destines me
For my death and despair
But truly they do not care
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They do not want me
They only want a savior
To stop their villains
And save their pathetic lives
From the ones who would hurt them
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The knife blade is sharp
Slicing away my true pain
Soon all will be lost
And those who hurt me will see
Where their betrayal drove me
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Alone they will stand
Until all have fallen down
Dead at his hands
And so then I will be blamed
For the true sins of madmen
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Not the serpent one
The other one who harmed me
Set me up to fail
Gave me to my relatives
Who keep me awake at night
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Nightmares of the past
Control my only future
Just like the old man
Who made my enemy hate
By sending him back to hell
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Life is now pointless
So I am ending it all
The blade will save me
For truly no one else can
Destiny will be ignored
