So I don't know how this came to be but I do know that I spend as much time at school as I can. I mean before my first period and at lunch is spent writing since I'm doing it on paper before typing it up. I hope you enjoy it as much as I love writing it. Warning, the only editing this is getting is me fixing it while typing it up.

Chaper 1 – Best friends

It wasn't supposed to be like this. In all his life Ian would never know what had possessed him to pull Anthony towards him at the New Years party as the countdown began. When the countdown ended and 2015 came Ian found himself kissing his best friend. He did not have enough alcohol in his system to blame it on being drunk. When he moved back the shock on Anthony's face was unmistakable.

"What the fuck man?!" Ian flinched when Anthony yelled.

The whole room went silent and Ian saw Mari, Sohinki, Lasercorn, and Joven pushing their way through the crowd. Anthony shoved Ian away causing Ian to fall backwards into the somewhat prepared arms of Joven and Lasercorn who had rushed when they saw Ian falling. Mari and Sohinki appeared next to them looking disapprovingly at Anthony.

"Come on Ian, I think you've had enough to drink for tonight," Joven said and he and Lasercorn started to guide Ian away. Ian didn't fight them.

Sohinki and Mari followed close behind. What would happen to Smosh now? Would Anthony get drunk (well drunker) and forget everything in the morning? Ian hoped so as he was driven away from the party. The others shot him looks as tears ran down his cheeks but no one said anything as Joven drove to the Smosh Games studio. It was filled with happy and some not so pleasant memories that now pained Ian to think about but it was better than the Smosh house or the party. Ian wondered if he'd be able to make more happy memories with Anthony or if the ones he had was all he had left of his best friend. It was at the Smosh Games studio that he cried and, eventually fell asleep with the others watching him.

!SMOSH!BITCH!

Ian woke up to shouting.

"Anthony Padilla get out before David calls the cops!" Ian jerked up at Mari's words, his body protested but he ignored it.

"Mari no," he said shooting David a look until he put his phone in his pocket.

Joshua whispered something to Matt and Matt shrugged. Anthony looked terrible and Ian guessed he looked about the same. Anthony's eyes were red and he looked like he hadn't gotten much sleep – if he had gotten any sleep at all. His hair looked like he had settled with running his hands through it on the drive over. He was still wearing the clothes that he wore at the party.

"Guys it's fine just give us a minute," Ian found himself saying.

The four looked at each other before leaving the room. Anthony looked relieved. He walked slowly and sat next to Ian. Ian shifted uncomfortably but didn't move away. He wanted to take back the kiss but he knew that he couldn't.

"How much did you drink to forget the kiss?" Ian asked looking Anthony in the eye, trying to fight back the tears that threatened to fall again.

"A lot," Ian's chest fell and to his annoyance so did the tears, "but not to forget the kiss, to forget the look on your face when I pushed you away."

Ian looked at Anthony in surprise and Anthony raised a hand. Ian flinched back but smiled weakly when Anthony gently wiped his tears away.

"I really shouldn't have kissed you! I mean what'll happen to Smosh? If it's just too weird we could stop, make something up for the fans," Ian's heart was racing and Anthony placed a finger to his lips.

"I want you to kiss me again," Anthony said slowly.

Ian looked at him but he saw the pleading in Anthony's eyes. He threw caution to the wind and kissed his best friend again. Anthony kissed him back today, sweet and soft. When Ian pulled away this time Anthony had a small smile on his lips.

"I'm sorry Ian, I wasn't thinking clearly last night. I liked when you kissed me and that scared me. I went to the Smosh house after the others took you away. I spent the night locked in there with nothing but alcohol to comfort me. I didn't know if you'd want to see me after the way I reacted. I came here on a whim, of course I wasn't even sure if you were here," Anthony said.

"Anthony it's fine," Ian said.

"You're my best friend Ian and I'm so sorry." Anthony said.

Ian kissed him again and they heard the door creak open.

"Fuck no!" Joven shouted.

"Joven you owe me money!" Lasercorn said triumphantly.

The four came in, it was obvious on their faces that they had heard everything. Anthony grumbled and gave Lasercorn his money. Anthony laughed and Ian hid his face. Anthony slipped an arm around his shoulders and Ian knew that everything would be fine. He had his best friend at his side and maybe, just maybe, they'd become more than just best friends.

Okay so I added a lot while typing this up and scraped minor things. So I forgot to mention that I don't do a lot of third person writing. I hope that this wasn't that bad. Well I have to do my homework. Chapter 2 will be posted soon. Probably before people read this because it's already finished paper wise.