Once my happiness was taken away

I found it again

In you...

I felt great next to you

Never told you though

You did your work

And I did mine

At some point we met each other

It ended in chaos

And I knew, that I've ruined it

After some time we saw each other again

You and I knew, that only one of us will remain as a winner

What should I say now?

You've really won that fight

I survived in some way

Couldn't forget you though

The fire burned in me

But deep inside my heart was something

There was love I felt for you

It didn't disappear

Yet I pushed my feelings away

At some time I found someone, who shared my wrath

12 years passed by

And then we had a reunion

We played the same game again

And even in this one you were the winner

Like back in the day

I was deformed

And again I suffered

Still I have so many feelings for you

And I know, that you will never know the truth

Maybe when you free me by accident one day

Who knows?

I wish you would know how much I love you