Title: Never Ending Spiral

Summary: Past and present collide with the never ending cycle of reincarnation, not learning from past mistakes haunt the future that leads to self destruction. With time will knowledge of past sins, help stop the never ending cycle.

A/n: Ok this is my very first VK story so please be kind I hope all the characters aren't too OOC. I hope you guys like it since I'm writing out of my comfort zone. Anyway enjoy:)

Disclaimer: I do not own Vampire Knight

Review please, reviews are need since this is my first Vampire Knight I need all the feedback I can get so that I don't destroy the characters by mistake.

Beta'd by Tiana Misoro. Thanks

Past life

Prologue part 1

"Zero…Why are you crying?" The brunette asked his lover as he fed from his neck while rubbing comforting circles on his back in a lazy manner. The silver haired hunter retracted his sharp fangs for a moment, losing his resolve before biting down harder into the soft, pale neck of his pureblood lover. Kaname hissed at the abrupt pain and tilted his head more, bringing his hand up to hold Zero's head as he drank greedy portions of the sweet elixir the other was offering. Kaname's eyes started to focus loosely on the candles that aligned the walls as the only source of light before he no longer had the strength to stay awake. His arms fell to his sides limply with a small thump. Kaname was never one to deny Zero of his blood no matter how much it weakened him or left him vulnerable.

"Zero..." The brunette whispered as he started to lose consciousness and smelt the tears that left Zero's eyes. The silver haired hunter held him tighter and sank his fangs in deeper, allowing his bottom fangs to pierce the pureblood's flesh, almost ripping a good chunk of the skin.

Zero's eyes that were once a deadly red and filled with predatory intent, changed back to the soft and warm lavender the brunette had grown to love after years of hatred. The once sworn enemies found common ground through a mutual love interest, which gradually evolved into an odd affair of three. For the love of Yuuki, Zero and Kaname put aside the bitter jealousy and pure hatred. Blood bonds that threatened one's sanity as scrutinized their soul's as one at least that is what Kaname felt. He always had anxieties when it came to his better half, especially with Zero. He was so unpredictable, and he could never figure out what the other was thinking which scared him.

"What if Zero left me along side Yuuki?" Was always the question that plagued the other's thoughts. Even if Zero would say he loved him, Kaname always felt expendable; almost as if he was an outsider looking in. More now than ever with the distance Yuuki and Zero had placed between them. Granted the brunette had committed his fair share of sins more lately then before, but still, it wasn't enough, at least in his opinion, to alienate him as a whole.

Zero drank deeper as he felt Kaname's life slowly slip away. "Die already…" Was the last words the brunette heard from the other, and in a feeble attempt to move the other from his neck with the last of his strength, he tried to push the other off his lap. But, Zero only held him tighter and bit even deeper before he heard Yuuki's sweet voice in the background as she entered the room.

"Zero you have to hurry." If Kaname had the strength to open his eyes in shock he would have.

"So this is how it ends?" Were the brunette's final thoughts as he found sick comfort in the thought of dying in the arms of his lover after decades of isolation. He had finally found something to ease that loneliness, granted it was stolen due to his selfishness.

"Kaname… I never loved you." The silver haired man said with venom, making sure the brunette died knowing he was hated. Truth was, Zero hated Kaname, and to appease the other he would feed into whatever lie it took to get close to the other. Buying his time and waiting for the perfect moment to finally end the pureblood's life.

"Yuuki and I hate you… you miserable bastard." He growled out and bit down deeper, sucking the last of the other's sweet blood from his body.

Kaname chuckled darkly at the words before mustering up the last of his strength to speak "Such cold words Zero… after all these years can you truly still hate me? Or is the fact that you and Yuuki learned to love me fright~" The brunette tried to finish but no longer had the strength to speak, slowly turning to dust in the other's arms.

Zero slowly got up and brushed away the ashes that clung to his clothes, not sparing the pile of dust a second glace.

TBCxxx