I pounded my hands against the steering wheel in tune with the music blaring from my radio.

Dancin with myself

Uh-Ohh

Dancin with myself

I bit my lip as I turned the wheel sharply into the outlet's parking lot causing my tires to screech along the pavement. "Pardon me." I muttered, as I cut off a car pulling into a parking space. Horns blared loudly behind me, as I rolled my eyes and put my car in park. People these days. Sheesh. I reached into the back of my new black BMW Convertible, and grabbed my purse. It was Thursday, and I was supposed to be "homeschooled" by my darling father, but in a few minutes, he'll hopefully get the hint I went shopping and go back to doing whatever with my mother. I shuddered thinking about them, I cannot stand those two, and they can't stand me either. I bit my lip as I finally got out of the car and walked towards the cluster of stores. I could feel people's eyes on me, but I was immune to it by now. I even got more looks as I got older, when my brown locks turned dark blonde, when I looked about 16.

I couldn't help but flirt with the cute boy behind the counter in "Blue Lagoon", and I couldn't resist smiling a little at those blue eyes of the barista at Starbucks. I was just a softy for boys, just like any girl. Boys seemed to herd around me, which always upset the family. I usually flirt back with whoever is flirting with me, but I call it being friendly.. Hardly slutty.

I felt a feeling of disgust when I saw Jake, and his little pose' lounging on a set of benches. He probably came here just to start shit. That fucking dog. I turned around quickly hoping they didn't see me. Of course with my luck they did.

"Look what the hookers dropped in." I heard being called mockingly from behind me.

I felt my temper rise as I spun on my heel, "I'm sorry that your owners didn't want a flea filled mutt anymore, but don't pollute the public with your disgusting smell."

Jake glared at his little gang as they woohed at my diss, and I couldn't help but feel a little smug. Jake and I were not close anymore. Not since last year, when my mom and I were having an argument. Jake always took her side, I was used to it, but I was sick and tired of it.

"Renesmee! I said no!" My mother said crossly folding a pair of sweatpants into her suitcase.

They were going on one of their trips again, and I of course was confined to the house.

"But mom! Jessica is having a party this weekend and everyone is going to be there!"

"Don't lie to me Ness." She said as she looked through her closet, "I know that Octoberfest is this weekend, and I know you want to go."

I glanced at Jake who was sitting in a chair watching us nervously.

"So what if I want to go! I'm 19 and I should be able to do what kids my age do!"

"Ness, your 7." She said coldly.

"I am 19," I stated back, "And stop acting like a mother when you hardly are one."

"Ness." Jacob said staring at me in shock, "Don't say that."

My mother looked hurt, but I could care less.

"Shut up Jake," I hissed.

I could hear my family make their way over to my paren'ts house, to see what the commotion was about.

"Ever since I was little, I have been left here, rotting in this house, not able to act like a kid, while you and your husband go traipsing around the world. I am not letting you guys tell me what to do anymore, I am following my own rules."

I heard Edward, and most likely Jasper enter the house. Over the years I had become good at blocking my thoughts from Edward, and ignoring Jasper's calming presence.

"You will do what your mother says Ness." Jake said crossly.

I looked at him with disgust. I remember the days when he wasn't fatherly figure, and just Jake, but as he grew older he changed.

"I don't give a flying fuck about what the family's dog thinks Jake."

I knew the words stung, and I ran out the door before I could hear his reply.

Jake still comes over most nights, but we rarely talk, and he wouldn't dare say those things around my parents.

"Stop pretending to be some know it all Barbie, and grow up." He growled.

I walked toward him, "Sadly Jake, until recently I've been growing up mentally and physically at a rapid rate all my life. I don't have time to pretend, so I guess I am just naturally Barbie."

He narrowed his eyes at me and shook his head.

"What now Jake? No come back? Want to remind me of how I'm a whore? Anything else? Or can we talk about how YOU are a no good animal, who lacks feelings, and follows his old crush around like a love sick ."

His jaw clenched and I could see his fists ball up. People passing by were starting to stare, so I turned back around and walked to the parking lot. I had enough for today. I continued to ignore his faint shouting as I through the bags into my car and got into the driver's seat. Stupid Mutt. I took out my phone from my purse and groaned. 10 missed calls, all from Edward.

"Fuck," I muttered as I pulled out of the parking lot and headed home.

An hour later I turned into the driveway of my grandparent's house. I rarely slept at my parent's, due to the fact we would just fight.

I sighed and stared staright forward when I heard his hands slam down on the rolled down passanger window.

"Well if isn't Mister High and Mighty coming to lecture me." I said sarcastically.

"Renesmee." I heard him state angrily.