first x men ff! O.o shame on me...well actually lie. first one to be on ff. :) Enjoy
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Rogue ran into her room crying and threw herself onto the bed. It wasn't fair! It never was! Her wails became muffled as she stuffed her face into her pillow. Why her! She couldn't touch a damn person! Never! She was so alone! So miserable! Her existence was so bleak. What was the point of living if you never got a chance at love? or if you couldn't even ever hug anyone or even holds someone's hand. Never a kiss or anything. She was alone.
The last memories she had of someone touching her was when she was 4 and again when she was 13. When she was 13 it was with Bobby when he kissed her. When she was four it was a week or so after her mother, her biological mother had ditched her and her father. She was running to him with some flowers in her hands. She hugs him and he picks her up and throws her up into the air. When she came back down he caught her and pulled her into a tight hug. After that he never hugged her again. He was too drunk. Or he just simply wasn't there.
Mystic had controlled her after that. The women had been like a mother to her. But she never really held her. It was always only to get that she wanted. What about what Rogue wanted? After all the shit she had gone through in her life she deserved to get some Love. It was her god given Solace but no.
She did not want to be the wall flower any more. She wanted to be the flower on window getting to soak in all of the sun. She wanted someone to attend to her. Someone to know her. Someone to care about her. Ask her how she was. Someone who would help her grow up and make sure she was never hurt again. A protector. She didn't care if it was a family member sort of person or a boyfriend. Just someone to care!
But no, She was here miserable and alone again. Like always. She sat down crossed legged on her bed. Suddenly she felt some arms around her. They smelled like leather and smoke.
"Gambit?" She asked.
"Yeah It's Gambit chere. Don't cry anymore. Please chere. Gambit don't like you looking so down." He said wiping the tears form her eyes with his gloves on. She looked into his eyes and smiled.
A tear fell down her face. A happy one. She leaned her self into his body and stayed there feeling the warmth of his body against her while he hugged her. She prayed to God silently saying, "Thank you. Thank you so much. it is all I wanted. Thank you."
Awww. Thank God for Gambit... I kinda wish I had my own Gambit right now...a certain sexy gambit who wears vests...sigh a girl can dream right? well have a good day/night and do not forget to REVIEW PLEASE!