Glee fanfiction
I own nothing sadly. Warning this is a triggering story so please don't read if you don't think you can handle it (it includes eating disorders)
Also all spelling mistakes are my own, and this is my first fanfiction (published) so please feel free to give me feedback. Please R&R , I'm not sure I will continue with this story but If anyone bothers to read it maybe I will.. Thanks in advance!
l sat on my bed. I wished the tears would come but I wasn't that lucky. It seemed all my luck deserted me when I made the mistake of kissing Puck. Fin left me and without him I am nobody. Nothing I can do will make him love me again, I'm having serious doubts he loved me in the first place. My thoughts turned to Quinn. Quinn is perfect; a cheerleader, smart, pretty, and thin. If I was more like Quinn Fin would love her...
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I sat in the cafeteria at my usual table. I quietly pushed my food around my plate oblivious to the conversations going on around me. "Hey Rachel! Wake up" Mercedes yelled to me as she plopped down her overflowing lunch tray next to my almost empty one. "ohh, hi Mercedes.." I said quietly. Mercedes immediately began to spill the latest gossip in excited tones, I tried to listen but I really didn't care about James kissing Sabrina when he was dating Alex.. Or whatever. I mean how could she care about such ordinary squabbles when she - Rachel Berry was going through the biggest tragedy she had ever imagined.. besides when she didn't get the lead in her 4th grade play. But of course being the amazing actress she was Mercedes couldn't even tell she wasn't listening. Soon the rest of the Glee kids entered the cafeteria. Soon the entire Glee club were sitting at my and Mercedes table. "UGGH" I thought to myself. For once I was not in the mood to be surrounded by people. I just sat and stared at my plate, which I began notice was filled with much more food than Quinn's. I suddenly felt a lot less hungry. As soon as lunch was over I dumped my almost untouched lunch tray into the trash can and hurried to my next period class.
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The day was almost over, or the school day at least. I slowly headed to Glee club. I sat in my seat and watched write today's assignment on the white board. I wasn't in the mood to belt out an amazing solo, but I couldn't disappoint my team mates so I pretended to be excited, And again no one noticed my fake enthusiasm. I am obviously a better actress than I thought.. After a half an hour of discussing ideas Glee club was over and I walked home.