Teen titans- 1

hey. this is my 2nd fanfiction story :) im havin' a hard time thinking of ideas for my other story...i'll update as soon as i can. its very hard though because i have school :/ i hope you like.

Disclaimer: if i DID own teen titans, i would continue the tv series. But i don't, so i can't. stupid tv people...

Raven's POV

I woke up to another normal day and went through my morning routine. I got out of bed, changed from my black tank top and dark blue sweat pants into my usual leotard and cloak. I went into the bathroom to brush my teeth, wash my face and comb my hair, which was getting a bit long.

'Oh well' I thought 'I'll cut it soon'

'No don't! It looks so pretty on us!' said Happy.

Ugh. My emotions bugged me sometimes. I simply ignored her.

I stepped out of the bathroom and positioned myself to begin meditation.

I closed my eyes, levitated myself into the air and began.

"Azerath metrion zin-" I opened my eyes as a heard someone knocking on my door.

I put myself down then stood up to answer my door.

"Hello Beast Boy." I said looking into the changelings eyes. I didn't have to look down, just ahead. He had grown so now we were about the same height. He was likely to end up taller soon though.

"Uh, hey raven."

"What do you want?" I asked him, anxious to return to my meditating.

"Well, I was wondering, actually WE were wondering, ya know, all of us titans- um not really wondering but-"

"Spit it out!" jeez. He never stammered when he talked. Well, not usually.

"We're going to the park today at noon. You in?" he said with ease.

I glanced back at my clock. It's around nine. I had three hours to meditate, make some tea and read a few chapters of my book. I suppose that was enough time and I could spare the rest of the day to my friends.

"Sure. See you at noon." I told him as kindly as I could. I started to press the button on my control panel to close my door but I was stopped.

"Wait! Don't you wanna come out and have some breakfast? Or your fancy tea stuff?" beast boy offered, very sweetly might I add.

'I guess I could meditate later...' I thought

'Yes! Let's go have breakfast with bb! He's so cute!' Happy shrieked

'He's not cute. He's annoying.' anger replied

'Um, guys, maybe we should stop arguing, before someone's gets hurt' timid said weakly.

'Cut it out!' I yelled at them 'do you realize how annoying it is to have clones of yourself fighting inside your head? It tends to give you a head ache!' I thought, and left it at that.

"Sure beast boy. And herbal tea isn't that fancy." I said, a slight smile temping to form on my lips.

"Uh, I can um, make it for you. If you want me to. I've seen you make before a bunch of time and I kinda wanted to try it." he said

I was thrown off by his suggestion.

"Uh sure beast boy. I'd really appreciate that." I told him. He could be very sweet at times rather than annoying. And now that I think about it, he's kind of cute...

'What am I thinking?' I told myself. 'I can't love. Or feel any emotion for that matter. He's just my teammate. Nothing more.

'Oh Rae, you know you want to like him. You know you DO like him. There's no escaping us. We're in your mind.'

'I bet he doesn't even like me' timid said

'Uh raven-' intelligence started but I cut her off.

'Everyone shut up!'

'But raven I-'

'No! I'll talk to you later!'

'But I-'

'Enough!'

"Raven? Hello? What are you thinkin' about?" beast boy interrupted my thoughts

"What? Oh, I just am really looking forward to you trying some herbal tea!" I said with a bit too much enthusiasm. "It's really good" I smiled a little bit

"Um, yeah okay. Let's go then." he said slightly confused and also happy.

We went down to the main room and saw Cyborg and robin playing a video game while Starfire was feeding her pet silk worm, silky.

"So first I...?" beast boy asked, referring to the making if my tea.

"Boil some water in the tea pot." I told him. A smile was fighting to form across my face as I watched him attempt to make tea. He wasn't as clueless as I thought he'd be.

"Okay so I just leave it there?"

"Yes. You have to be patient."

"Pshh. I can do that." he looked back at the pot and then at me. "How long have you been drinking this stuff?"

"Since I was little, I guess."

"That's cool." he said

I looked at him. He smiled at me. I smiled back at him and a light in the hallway shattered.

That's what happens when I feel. Ya know. Emotions. It's uncontrollable.

"What was that?" robin asked, pausing his video game.

"Uh that was me. Sorry." I told them.

They all gave me confused looks. Thankfully the water was ready.

"Uh beast boy, the water is boiling."

He was staring at me until I said that.

"Oh. Right. So, now what?" he asked me.

"Get two cups and two tea bags."

He did as he was told and set his materials on the counter in between me and him.

He did the next step on his own. He took the water and poured some into each of the cups. He put the tea bags into the cups correctly and handed me mine.

"Did I do that right?" he asked

"Yes." I answered. I smiled I little bit again. This time a window shattered. Ugh. I need to meditate.

"Raven is something wrong?" robin asked me

They knew the window shatter was because of me.

"No." I lied. "I just need to go to my room. I'll see you in a few hours." I told them all as I floated to my room.

When I got there I started to meditate.

"Azarath Metrion Zinthos." I chanted as I entered my mind.

"Why am I acting like this? What's our problem?" I asked myself, to no emotion in particular.

"Beast Boy! Duh!" obnoxious screamed, and then burped.

"Beast Boy? No way." I said

"Uh, shyeah! It's like TOO obvious." said brave.

"It's not that obvious. Don't worry about it." replied truthful

"Look. I don't like beats boy, okay?" I told them all.

"Raven. We need to talk." said intelligence

I gave her a shocked and worried look.

"Don't worry. This is a good thing. Come with me."

Suddenly I wasn't in my mind anymore. I was in a small library. I saw intelligence in her yellow cloak up ahead. She waved me over and I followed her to a table of many others near some book shelves. We were still in my mind, I suppose because I saw all the different copies of me in their different colored cloaks. I guess I was just in Intelligence's part of my mind. I liked it.

"Okay so what did you want to tell me? Or talk to me about?" I asked my clone.

"Well, I've been meaning to tell you for a while now but I just haven't found the right time. And now that you like beast boy-"

"I don't like beast boy!"

She gave me a knowing look. I simply stared at the ground.

"Well, I might a little..." I whispered.

She smiled. "Wonderful. Now back to what I was saying, ever since your father died the 'demon' part of you has started to fade. In some respects, it will always be there but at this point, it is easily controlled therefore, you no longer have to hide us!" she gestured at the many emotions around us.

"So, what your saying is I can be taught to FEEL again? Ya know, without shattering a window?"

"Yes! Isn't this amazing!" Happy came up from behind me

"Shhhhhhh! This is a LIBRARY!" annoyed told her

Happy simply shrugged and skipped off to a different book shelf.

"At the beginning, it will be tough, considering that from the time you were very little you were taught to hide your emotions. But, we will help you. You can have your friends help to if you wish."

"How could they help me?" I asked her

"Well...beast boy-" she began. Since she was my EMOTION I could here what she was thinking.

"What? No way! I-it-we-no! I could never-we just- no! How could you think that?" I practically screamed.

"It's just a thought. And, I can see your already starting to feel Anger. It's a start." she gave me a weird, smart, knowing smile that scared me a little.

This isn't going to be very fun.

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