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Sitting with my head against the window and just watched everything glide by,

There is a light mist running up the hillsides, getting more and more invisible,

The music on the stereo playing and the solid sound of the engine,

Just, everything out in a blur, nothing of that matter, there is only one thing that matters,

And I don't even know what it is that I'm missing this terrible, that I feel,

Empty inside, restless, lone, unfulfilled, unhappy.

But I know that there is only one thing I want to do, but that's too weird,

And I have no idea why I want to do that, that's just, Yearh well weird.

I took a deep sigh.

"Home" Jenna said getting out of the car.

I got pulled out of my thoughts and got out of the car, inside the house, just going to my room.

I sat on the bed, dropped my things and laid down on the bed.

I turned my head and looked out the window, wishing me some place else,

A place where I would lie in someone's arms, looking at the night sky.

I never had that, not even with Stefan.

But I can't, not anymore, not with Stefan, not with anybody.

I need to feel safe; I need to feel like I'm not always the girl with a vampire boyfriend,

I need to feel normal and free, and I need not to be taken precaution of all the time,

Not knowing if I'm going to break or get killed by some crazy ex vampire girlfriend.

But I miss the thing with just laying looking into each other's eyes, and by the way Stefan thought that was creepy.

So I'm alone, and that's a good thing….Well at most times.

I felt restless and stood up, walked down stairs, out the door and outside into night.

Looking up at the stars I stood there in the driveway.

I didn't know what I was doing,

When I suddenly walked out onto the road, I walked right in the middle of the road, all the way to the Salvatore's house.

It was late when I arrived and the door was open, so I went inside.

There was no one to see, but somehow I knew where I could find him,

I don't know how I knew, but I knew,

And it was right there I wanted to be, right there, just with him, but I didn't know why,

But in some way he made me feel better, he always did.

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