The Journey
Jacob gets banned from seeing Renesmee after an accident and he kidnapps her lots of twits and turns with Alice and Leah. BPOV
I couldn't wait to see my daughter again; Edward and I had been on a trip to Isle Esme for our second honeymoon, last time it was a bit ruined by the whole sex thing with him not wanting to hurt me and then my pregnancy. This time was much better we had a balance of seeing the island and seeing each other. The word desperate doesn't even begin to scratch the surface on how much I want to see Renesmee, but I had fun during the trip. Driving home from Seattle airport felt like the longest drive I'd even had, we took the Volvo because Edward said leaving the Ferrari in an airport car park was like handing the keys to them and giving them a two week head start to get away, plus the Volvo was less conspectus.
"Bella," Edward started "I was just wondering about Jacob."
"What about Jacob?" I inquired.
"Well how long do you think Jacob could go without seeing Renesmee?" He continued, "It's just that the other day when you were practicing taking your shield down, I saw how you feel about him and I know you sometimes believe that he should give us some time to ourselves." He finished explaining himself, I was confused. "What yes I do think sometimes he should give us some space but he has imprinted on Renesmee and there's nothing anyone can do to change that even you." I didn't understand I thought Edward was okay about Jacob, I guess I was wrong. After that Edward kept quiet.
The rest of the drive was pretty quiet because neither of us was talking, I started to think about what Edward had said, he was right it wasn't fair on any of us going back and forth, on me, Jacob, Edward or especially Renesmee. We have to sort out some sort of rotor, No! I can't believe I just thought that Renesmee isn't a toy to share. She's a human or half human, she shouldn't be treated this way. I must talk to Jacob when I get home, sort this out once and for all, like Edward said it wasn't fair on anyone.
When we were closer to home Edward finally spoke. "We will be home soon Bella you can see Renesmee again."
"Yes," I replied. "Can't wait to see how she's grown again."
"Mmm," he muttered quietly. It wasn't like him to be so quiet, I wonder what was up. "Edward what's wrong?" I questioned.
"Oh, I'm just irritated by what I saw." I thought about this for a second, should I tell him that what he saw was true or should I just keep it to myself and wait until he finds out for himself when I take my shield down? "Don't be," I began. "I do feel that way but not how you think, Jacob is part of her life too you know, I can't and don't want to change that. Jacob just wants to see her happy, nothing else and they need each other like I need all of you."
"Okay," he replied as he pulled into the drive, but I couldn't help wondering was I trying to convince Edward or myself that Renesmee needs Jacob. It ticked over in my head as we pulled up by the house with everyone waiting bar Jacob. Where was he?