Forever
Chapter One
"Ste, Ste" a voice kept whispering in between soft kisses on his swan like neck. The voice sounded familiar yet in this moment the voice sounded like a strangers. Soft breathing was blown onto his neck in between some more soft kisses. It should be relaxing, yet it makes him feel so uneasy.
He flickers his eyelashes, his eyes slowly opening as the voice keeps repeating his name like a quite chant. A hand goes on his hand, it fits almost perfectly. Too perfectly for his liking, the hand is soft and as pale as his.
Blonde hair brushes on his neck, as he can now identify this as a female. He feels a females naked body brush up closer to his naked body. He tried to speak but no words came out, almost like he suppose to stay quite. This moment is meant to be tranquility, any sound from him would break that peace.
He can feel the sense that this she feels happy and content with him, he cannot help but feel sorry for her. This her with no name, he wants to turn around though his body is telling him to stay. His mind is telling him to go but his body is too relaxed to listen.
As the finger slides up and down his back, making his body feel more relaxed. His mind is screaming for him to go though he feels almost frozen to the spot. A couple more moments, more kisses were planted on his neck. A cool breeze swept through the window which was opened only a little bit.
As time passed, the her was becoming more and more familiar. He can even remember her name, Rae Wilson. As he turns slowly around towards her, the girl is meant to be gone. Gone from this strange world and into another.
"Ste, I love you" Rae speaks softly, she was in just a trance. That she could say anything in the moment. He tries to speak but once again he is silenced because of the charming allure of this divine moment.
"You are like an angel" Ste speaks finally, she is like an angel. He supposed she was since she is meant to be lifeless. He feels her, wraps his arms around her. She is almost lighter than a feather.
She looks pale though soon her cheeks were redden. She blushed, which indicates she is human and Ste must be dreaming. She places her soft lips on his light crimson lips, her fingers slide through his natural blonde hair. As she was in a trance, Ste came to the conclusion that he was feeling lonely.
So lonely, that he was denying his sexuality just so he could have love and affection. One tear fell down, as he looked into her light blue colored eyes. He looked deeper, they were slightly like polluted pools of water. She looked so beautiful.
"I missed you" Ste breathed, he was shivering. She pulled the thin blankets over them more, putting her arms around him more; as she almost cradled him.
"How can you miss me? I was never gone" Rae smiled, her expression was adorable. As she felt embarrassed, only slightly. Ste breathed again, as he missed hearing her angelic tone of voice.
Their foreheads went against each others softly, as they pecked each other on the lips once. Before looking into each others eyes again. Their hands met again, as they held each others hand under the blankets.
Her finger slid up and down on his leg, he felt so loved. For the first time in months, she may not be the love of his life. Though she is better than a pointless, meaningless one night stand. Better than somebody that he has picked up from a gritty club which is full of sleazy and obnoxious punters.
She smiled again, her smile could light up the most darkened room to ever of existed. As they kissed for the third time, her hand went at the side of his face. As she made him feel much warmer and far more calm.
In the midst of this moment, all thoughts of her being not here were almost gone. She may have been asphyxiated but he chose to forget about that untimely demise. Dreaming or not, he needed some affection.