"This christmas make someone esle's hoilday speaical. Merry Christmas and have a happy new year!"

Don turned off the tv. He was drowning again. He knew he shoud call someone but he didn't want to bother any of his friends today. It was Christmas Eve for god's sake.

He wacthed from his apartment, the happy people bellow passing him. He took another drink of his vodka.

He ussualy loved the hoildays. He liked getting an d giving gifts.

He knew that he told Mac that he had it all together but that was just a lie. That's what his life conisted of, lies. A lie after another lie. Sometimes, he couldn't just keep up with the lies he told.

There was a light knock on his door. He opened the door and smiled drunkly happily. It was a little girl and her big brother. "Our mom and dad sent us over here to give you a cheesecake. We suppose to say thanks." The little girl smiled. It reminded him of Jess.

He grabbed the plastic wrapped cake and mumbled something to the kids that he couldn't even tell. He slammed his door and locked it, than threw the damn cheesecake somewhere in his apartment.

Don woke up a few hours later to pounding on his door. "Hey, Don! It's Danny. I brought you a gift, open up! Come on, I know your in there." He heard his best friend, Danny Messer, yell thourgh his any other day, Don would of gotten up and let Danny see him like this; but he resfused to let anyone see him today. He was going to keep his foot down on that. "Don! I am coming back in an hour and you better open up! YOU GOT THAT!!" Danny yelled before nwalking away.

Don was a little mad. He didn't want to ruin Danny's first christmas with his daughter. He didn't bother pouring the vodka into the fancy glass, Jess brought him. He took the big bottle and took a huge drink.

Ten mintues later, he heard another knock on his door. He kept telling himself, he wasn't going to anwser. After a while, the knocking left.

It was starting to get dark when Danny passed by again, this time with Sheldon and Adam but he still stood his ground and kept taking another drink and kept doing it over and over again untill the bottle was almost gone.

This was it. Don thought. I hit rock bottom.

He knew what he had to do. He dialed his friend/boss cellphone. "Don?" Mac's voice anwsered. "Merry christmas."

Don took a second and collect his thought before he spoke. "I think I have a promblem Mac. I need some help." Don cried. He felt helpless and this is the only that he could get help.

"I'm on my way Don." He promised. "I'll help you, don't worry."

Don felt a little better knowing that Mac was coming over.

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