Hi I'm taking a break from my first story to make this one I'll work on
both and its about Tifa a story told from her point of view kind of a sad
tone to it but hey I've seen a lot of these and I'm can be very negative so
here it goes my story was it all worth it in Tifa's point of view. Tifa
rules and please forgive me Aeris fans I don't hate her I just like Tifa
better and I think she got too much credit in the game if it hadn't been
for the others holy couldn't have even been used fans this will get better
If I ever get any review but at the rate my story comes up only one person
seems to keep reading thx dittochick931 I'll keep updating my other story
too so for the rest of you PLZ REVIEW oh yeah =thought
Chapter 1: How Did this Happen
"Hey hot stuff how bout another drink" another moron I thought "get lost fucker!" I never use to curse but I just didn't care anymore the man trying to hit on me started to frown "come on don't be that way baby I'm just asking for another drink." I sighed and asked him what he wanted he told me something hard ha that's a laugh just like him.oh forget it I reached over to grab a bottle and he grabbed my behind that's it I thought I slammed my elbow into his face I heard a loud snap as he fell to the floor nose bleeding "Get the fuck out of my bar all of you OUT!" Every one left afraid of facing the same fate if they didn't. I turned to my employee "Amy take the rest of the night off I'm closing the bar early tonight." The girl nodded and ran out. I felt bad scaring her like that she was very fragile and got scared easy I must have scared her to death. I locked the bar and went up to my bed. I took off my clothes and slipped on a nightgown and laid in bed then my mind started to drift off like it always does How did this happen when did my life make such a turn for the worse after thinking those thoughts exhaustion seemed to wash over me and I fell asleep.
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"Damn it Tifa why can't you just understand that I don't love you I love Aeris and I know that she is still out there." "Cloud just shut the fuck up" I gasped that was the first time I ever cursed tears fell freely down my cheeks as I continued. "Why can't you just accept the fact that Aeris is dead she never loved you she loved Zack to her you were just a look alike I love you for who you are why can't you just love me back" my tears were blurring my vision I could barley see him anymore I loved him so much I couldn't stand to argue with him like this" Cloud stood there for a second staring at me then he said something that hit me harder then any fist ever could "at least she was honest Tifa at least she didn't lie" and with that he turned and walked away I found myself weak as if I couldn't bare to see him go and the truth was I couldn't "Cloud please I'm sorry I.I was afraid please Cloud." Cloud paid no heed to my words as he simply continued walking out of Nibelheim out of my life. I couldn't move I couldn't speak I just stood there for what seemed like hours watching that spiky haired bastard walk away until finally I sat down curled into a little ball and cried. That's when it all changed that's when I stopped living in an illusion of Cloud ever loving me. The promise ha that's a bigger joke then he is after all I did for him I would have given my life for him but instead he still hangs on to that bitch who he knew for how long 3 weeks after 16 years of waiting he falls in love he confesses his feelings to her in 3 weeks that's just fine. That is when I severed all contact with Barret and the rest of avalanche and moved to Kalm opening a bar with the gil I had received from my adventure starting a new life. I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock. Some life I said to myself as I got dressed and went downstairs.
I walked down stairs to see the same bastard as before and he brought company there were maybe 9 or 10 guys with him all big and muscular they seemed to all carry some sort of club ready to hit something with it. God not this again That dream had pulled me to my senses I made a vow on the way down stairs to stop cursing before I end up like Cid I sure miss them. no I can't think of that now first I need to get these morons out of my bar the bigger one I met last night started to speak his nose still bloody and battered from the elbow I had given him. "Hello bitch remember me" "No can't say that I do the last guy I met didn't have a mauled face" the other men seemed to laugh at my comment but the one I bashed seemed to get really angry his face turned red as he shouted at the other men to shut up. "That's it bitch I'm going rape you then kill you" with that he lunged at be club raised in the air I simply laughed you have to be kidding do you know who I am. With that I grabbed his arm and broke it in two then smashed his face in once again with another elbow he fell back but quickly got up it seemed I hadn't hurt him enough. The rest lunged at me he seemed much quicker then the leader but I still sidestepped it and drove my knee into his gut he fell to the floor out of breath next two of them lunged at me from both sides I gave a high round house to the first guy knocking him out cold but I didn't react fast enough for the other who smacked me to the ground I cried in pain and retaliated by taking his arm and throwing him across the room he hit the wall hard moaned and fell unconscious the rest attacked me all at once the club blow had stunned me for a second and that was all they needed on grabbed me from behind the other started punching my ribs they didn't really hurt but his last one hit right as I felt immense pain and heard a crack I knew what had happened because I heard that sound many times he had broken a rib I managed to force my leg up slamming it in the other guys face but the one that had been holding me whacked my hard with his club and I fell to the ground I got up and smashed his windpipe he struggled to breath but I knew that he would be dead soon I got up to fast I guess and I the room seemed to spin as the pain and the blow to the head finally took over I fell to the ground knowing I was done for but not knowing that a figure was standing in front of me then I closed my eyes but still heard the voices throughout the room through my throbbing head.
"Leave Tifa alone" "and tell me who are you suppose to be spiky" spiky no way it can't be "I said leave her alone what you had to bring ten men just to beat her by herself real brave" That's it the man charged at the person I managed to use all my strength and open my eyes I saw a huge sword drive through my attacker cutting him clear in half the rest running for their lives. "Go you losers" was all I heard my hero say before everything went black. When I woke up I found myself feeling much better my rib wasn't even broken I guess the same person that saved me cast cure on me as well. With that I got out of bed and glanced at the clock it was 9 in the morning so I decided to make myself breakfast. I fixed myself some pancakes and poured some coffee into a cup I ate put on my clothes and carried the coffee with me downstairs. I lifted my head still a little dizzy from the fight. And went down stairs a glanced at the bar and stood there in shock I dropped my coffee mug and didn't even notice as it shattered by my feet. I still couldn't believe what I saw it was him the cause of all my suffering "Cloud?" He was sitting at the bar and lifted his head at me "umm hi Tifa" I stood there I wanted to just run to him and embrace him but no he will just hurt you like last time Tifa Tears welled up in my eyes as I remembered that horrible day as much as I hated to admit it I loved him and nothing would change that. "Cloud what do you want" I tried my best to hide the tears but it was just so hard they seemed to fall freely but Cloud acted as if they weren't even there. "Tifa I need your help with something." "If it's with Aeris Cloud then I can't help you." "No Tifa it's not that I. I wanted to tell you that I'm sorry I hurt you and that I didn't mean what I said" I sighed depression seemed to rear its ugly head as I went toward him. "Is that what you really mean Cloud or are you just saying that because you couldn't find her." My voice was soft and very hard to hear but the words got through I can't take this much longer what's the point of going on if the one person you love more then anything doesn't want you? "You were all I had left Cloud I. I loved you so much but you just left and pretended I was nothing what is it that you want that you already haven't taken from me Cloud. Not only did you break my heart but you broke my spirit you broke me. What more damage can you do to me?" I felt the tears fall down my cheeks I couldn't hold them in any longer "Tifa I don't want to take anything more from you all that I'm asking is that you listen to me." "Tell me then just go" I said my emotions completely opened showing the whole world I hated it Cloud moved in close and wiped a single tear from my eye. "Tifa all I ask is that you come with me to Mideel there is something there I must show you please say you will." I turned to look at him I wanted to say no to him so badly then I looked into his eyes they glowed the same bright blue only with a pleading look in his eyes. I started to tear even more how I missed those eyes I thought to my self and I agreed and packed my things. "That is how this happened" I said to myself as I walked out of Kalm that is how I ended up on a 3 month trip that would lead to Mideel that is where Cloud would tell me something and to tell you the truth I'm not even sure If I want to know anymore.
So what did you think please review I'm not really sure how to keep this going Tifa is my favorite character I hate to see her like this but If I receive some reviews I will keep this going.
Chapter 1: How Did this Happen
"Hey hot stuff how bout another drink" another moron I thought "get lost fucker!" I never use to curse but I just didn't care anymore the man trying to hit on me started to frown "come on don't be that way baby I'm just asking for another drink." I sighed and asked him what he wanted he told me something hard ha that's a laugh just like him.oh forget it I reached over to grab a bottle and he grabbed my behind that's it I thought I slammed my elbow into his face I heard a loud snap as he fell to the floor nose bleeding "Get the fuck out of my bar all of you OUT!" Every one left afraid of facing the same fate if they didn't. I turned to my employee "Amy take the rest of the night off I'm closing the bar early tonight." The girl nodded and ran out. I felt bad scaring her like that she was very fragile and got scared easy I must have scared her to death. I locked the bar and went up to my bed. I took off my clothes and slipped on a nightgown and laid in bed then my mind started to drift off like it always does How did this happen when did my life make such a turn for the worse after thinking those thoughts exhaustion seemed to wash over me and I fell asleep.
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"Damn it Tifa why can't you just understand that I don't love you I love Aeris and I know that she is still out there." "Cloud just shut the fuck up" I gasped that was the first time I ever cursed tears fell freely down my cheeks as I continued. "Why can't you just accept the fact that Aeris is dead she never loved you she loved Zack to her you were just a look alike I love you for who you are why can't you just love me back" my tears were blurring my vision I could barley see him anymore I loved him so much I couldn't stand to argue with him like this" Cloud stood there for a second staring at me then he said something that hit me harder then any fist ever could "at least she was honest Tifa at least she didn't lie" and with that he turned and walked away I found myself weak as if I couldn't bare to see him go and the truth was I couldn't "Cloud please I'm sorry I.I was afraid please Cloud." Cloud paid no heed to my words as he simply continued walking out of Nibelheim out of my life. I couldn't move I couldn't speak I just stood there for what seemed like hours watching that spiky haired bastard walk away until finally I sat down curled into a little ball and cried. That's when it all changed that's when I stopped living in an illusion of Cloud ever loving me. The promise ha that's a bigger joke then he is after all I did for him I would have given my life for him but instead he still hangs on to that bitch who he knew for how long 3 weeks after 16 years of waiting he falls in love he confesses his feelings to her in 3 weeks that's just fine. That is when I severed all contact with Barret and the rest of avalanche and moved to Kalm opening a bar with the gil I had received from my adventure starting a new life. I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock. Some life I said to myself as I got dressed and went downstairs.
I walked down stairs to see the same bastard as before and he brought company there were maybe 9 or 10 guys with him all big and muscular they seemed to all carry some sort of club ready to hit something with it. God not this again That dream had pulled me to my senses I made a vow on the way down stairs to stop cursing before I end up like Cid I sure miss them. no I can't think of that now first I need to get these morons out of my bar the bigger one I met last night started to speak his nose still bloody and battered from the elbow I had given him. "Hello bitch remember me" "No can't say that I do the last guy I met didn't have a mauled face" the other men seemed to laugh at my comment but the one I bashed seemed to get really angry his face turned red as he shouted at the other men to shut up. "That's it bitch I'm going rape you then kill you" with that he lunged at be club raised in the air I simply laughed you have to be kidding do you know who I am. With that I grabbed his arm and broke it in two then smashed his face in once again with another elbow he fell back but quickly got up it seemed I hadn't hurt him enough. The rest lunged at me he seemed much quicker then the leader but I still sidestepped it and drove my knee into his gut he fell to the floor out of breath next two of them lunged at me from both sides I gave a high round house to the first guy knocking him out cold but I didn't react fast enough for the other who smacked me to the ground I cried in pain and retaliated by taking his arm and throwing him across the room he hit the wall hard moaned and fell unconscious the rest attacked me all at once the club blow had stunned me for a second and that was all they needed on grabbed me from behind the other started punching my ribs they didn't really hurt but his last one hit right as I felt immense pain and heard a crack I knew what had happened because I heard that sound many times he had broken a rib I managed to force my leg up slamming it in the other guys face but the one that had been holding me whacked my hard with his club and I fell to the ground I got up and smashed his windpipe he struggled to breath but I knew that he would be dead soon I got up to fast I guess and I the room seemed to spin as the pain and the blow to the head finally took over I fell to the ground knowing I was done for but not knowing that a figure was standing in front of me then I closed my eyes but still heard the voices throughout the room through my throbbing head.
"Leave Tifa alone" "and tell me who are you suppose to be spiky" spiky no way it can't be "I said leave her alone what you had to bring ten men just to beat her by herself real brave" That's it the man charged at the person I managed to use all my strength and open my eyes I saw a huge sword drive through my attacker cutting him clear in half the rest running for their lives. "Go you losers" was all I heard my hero say before everything went black. When I woke up I found myself feeling much better my rib wasn't even broken I guess the same person that saved me cast cure on me as well. With that I got out of bed and glanced at the clock it was 9 in the morning so I decided to make myself breakfast. I fixed myself some pancakes and poured some coffee into a cup I ate put on my clothes and carried the coffee with me downstairs. I lifted my head still a little dizzy from the fight. And went down stairs a glanced at the bar and stood there in shock I dropped my coffee mug and didn't even notice as it shattered by my feet. I still couldn't believe what I saw it was him the cause of all my suffering "Cloud?" He was sitting at the bar and lifted his head at me "umm hi Tifa" I stood there I wanted to just run to him and embrace him but no he will just hurt you like last time Tifa Tears welled up in my eyes as I remembered that horrible day as much as I hated to admit it I loved him and nothing would change that. "Cloud what do you want" I tried my best to hide the tears but it was just so hard they seemed to fall freely but Cloud acted as if they weren't even there. "Tifa I need your help with something." "If it's with Aeris Cloud then I can't help you." "No Tifa it's not that I. I wanted to tell you that I'm sorry I hurt you and that I didn't mean what I said" I sighed depression seemed to rear its ugly head as I went toward him. "Is that what you really mean Cloud or are you just saying that because you couldn't find her." My voice was soft and very hard to hear but the words got through I can't take this much longer what's the point of going on if the one person you love more then anything doesn't want you? "You were all I had left Cloud I. I loved you so much but you just left and pretended I was nothing what is it that you want that you already haven't taken from me Cloud. Not only did you break my heart but you broke my spirit you broke me. What more damage can you do to me?" I felt the tears fall down my cheeks I couldn't hold them in any longer "Tifa I don't want to take anything more from you all that I'm asking is that you listen to me." "Tell me then just go" I said my emotions completely opened showing the whole world I hated it Cloud moved in close and wiped a single tear from my eye. "Tifa all I ask is that you come with me to Mideel there is something there I must show you please say you will." I turned to look at him I wanted to say no to him so badly then I looked into his eyes they glowed the same bright blue only with a pleading look in his eyes. I started to tear even more how I missed those eyes I thought to my self and I agreed and packed my things. "That is how this happened" I said to myself as I walked out of Kalm that is how I ended up on a 3 month trip that would lead to Mideel that is where Cloud would tell me something and to tell you the truth I'm not even sure If I want to know anymore.
So what did you think please review I'm not really sure how to keep this going Tifa is my favorite character I hate to see her like this but If I receive some reviews I will keep this going.