A/N: I'm so bad for starting another story. Kassandra and Flynn are going to kill me. HELP! :D
Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight.
EPOV
I would never forget the day I saw her. She was sitting in the park eating a sandwich and smiling at everything. Swinging her feet back and forth on a bench, letting the sun warm her face. She was beautiful. No, beautiful couldn't do the justice that described her. Radiant. A picture of a Greek goddess.
And her smell. It was so intoxicating. I almost lost it right then and there. If Jasper and Alice hadn't stopped me there would have been a massacre. Little children, the elderly, It wouldn't have mattered. As long as I could get to her I would have murdered anyone in my path. The little giggling three year old girl with her bright blonde hair. The seventy year old couple holding hands while strolling though the park. Even that dog would have been demolished.
When Jasper had finally dragged me away and Alice had hit me a few times then I finally realized what had happened. And I felt more like a monster then I had ever felt before.
I told them I was leaving for Alaska. They yelled back at me. I told them it was the smartest plan. They told me I was an idiot. Alice was almost in tears, and if she had been able to cry, she would have. She asked me if I was even thinking what this would do to the family if I just got up and left.
I felt selfish, I hadn't thought about them either. It really would break Esme's heart. But what was worst? Hurting my adoptive mother's feelings or slaughtering a bunch of humans. What if it had been in a grocery store or an office? What if it had been at a school?
Alice slapped me again to snap me out of my thoughts. She glared at me and yanked me by my shirt towards the direction of our car. She barked orders and told me we were going home. She said if I wanted to run away I was going to look our family in the face and tell them.
I always wondered to this day what would have happened if I had run away. If I had just said screw it and left everyone. But then again I will never know and it does that pay to dwell on ifs. Needless to say I didn't run, I stayed.
And a few weeks later on another fateful day, I would see her again. My alluring goddess with her divine scent and her gorgeous face.
And in the months to come? It would the greatest and most chaotic time of my young vampire life. My up rise and my downfall. Who would, could ever believe a vegetarian vampire falling in love with a human murderer?
Isn't life just sadistic.