My blood on your hands…

I see you…I see blood…my blood…you said that you would always protect me…you said you would never hurt me…emotionally or physically. But you do this. You hurt me, you make me bleed…it is for your past? Something to help you forget about it? Or is it because you're angry with me? Because I hang out with my friends when you have none…

You said you were sorry…you said you loved me…over and over…you promised me that you would stop but you didn't. You continue to hurt me, you make me cry, you make me bleed.

Naruto…he came to you many times, hoping to knock some sense into you for hurting me. But when he leaves, you begin to harm me. To let go of all your anger on me.

Sasuke…he saw this…what you've done to me. I tried to hide everything about what you do to me, but you said that I was lying. He came to you the way Naruto did, but you end up getting into a fight with him. I couldn't stop you, from hurting me and my friends.

Kakashi…he threatened you more than a few times, yet you ignore him and lash out all your hatred onto me. Why?

I used to be able to show off my arms and legs, now I hide them so they wouldn't see what you do to me. You said that you loved me and you would always protect me, you lied.

And now as I lay still on the floor, trying to hold onto my remaining life with bloody hands, you stand there and watch me. Watch me as I die…you expect me to get up again but how can I? I'm so tired. I'm tired of you, I'm tired of everything.

I see Naruto, Sasuke and Kakashi…what are they doing here? I don't know...I feel cold but I can feel somebody hold onto me now, giving off some warmth. I can't focus on their face properly but I can see blonde hair. It must be Naruto. I see Sasuke's mouth moving and Naruto looks like he's screaming. What for? I don't know…I can see Kakashi's hair. You can't miss it, it's silver almost white.

I wanted to say something, but I couldn't. I can't move anymore. I feel so numb.

I see Tsunade…what is she doing here? I see glowing hands…she must be trying to heal me. Even if she does, it won't be for long. I'll end up getting hurt again by Gaara again.

Over and over again. It won't stop…it's a never ending cycle.

Gaara…do you hate me? I've always loved you, I stayed by your side. Always.

I see you now…your bloody red hair, like my bloody body. You pried me off Naruto's arms, slowly rocking me back and forth. You whispered words into my ear, so soothing.

You probably realized now, that I will die and leave you behind.

"I'm sorry…"

You said you're sorry, compared to the other times you've apologized…this one seemed a lot more believable.

I'm leaving this world now, I'm leaving you now…I'm leaving Naruto behind. And Sasuke behind as well as Kakashi.

"I'm sorry…"

My last words…Goodbye…

(You never know what you truly have until you lose it…)

I apologize to all Gaara and Sakura fans, I wrote this when I was kinda depressed so yea…