I don't own OUAT, only Emma and Killian's child

I was awoken by the sound of my child's weeping, this had been happening every night for the past month she would never tell me what had happened. Milah would always make it seem like nothing and go straight back to sleep but I could tell something was wrong, she is almost 10 and I have never told her about her father.

When we went to Hell to find Killian there were many challenges and troubles. When we finally got to him we had to face Hades and we almost had him back, but then Gold flipped everything around on us and we ended up bring back Neal. For months I fell into a pool of despair I shut everyone out and the darkness surrounded me like a blanket. One day I realised I couldn't keep going like this, this was also the day I realised I was pregnant with Milah. I still don't understand how she can to be, but when she was born I could instantly tell that she was Killian's.

Milah was the best thing that ever happened to me, we have years of amazing memories. Over the years me and Neal got closer again and were an on and off couple. Milah and Neal got along really well, and both loved the magical adventures we went on. My heart still loved Killian so much, but I knew that I had to move on.

I ran to Milah's room almost tripping over one of her toys, I stroked my daughter's hair it was brown like her father's. Her eyes fluttered open, looking at me.

"Mummy!" she shouted as she lept into my lap.

"What's the matter, Milah?"

"There… There was a man, he looked in pain. I… I tried to help him but he wouldn't let me. He tried to protect me. Mummy he… He looked like me... "

My heart skipped a beat, could it be. No there was no chance. None at all.

"It's probably nothing Honey, go to bed"

"Mommy he said… He said he'd fight to come back… Who is he Mom?"

"Go back to bed Honey"

"Ok Mommy"

I couldn't even believe it was him for even a second, I would be deluding myself. I went back to bed hoping that nothing else would happen, boy was I wrong.

The next morning the alarm went off, waking from my dreamless sleep. Getting ready for work I checked my phone. Nothing. Something was off today, everything felt weird, like something bad was going to happen. I walked into Milah's room picking up the toy I'd almost tripped over last night, Milah was already sitting up on her bed fully dressed.

"Hey Honey, are you ready to go?"

"Yeah Mommy"

We stepped outside, like everyday the grass swayed in the cool breeze, this was the house we had planned to live in. I still had a melancholy feeling about living here. Neal came walking up the path to the gate, his smile lit up as he saw us. We left the house and started to walk over to Grannies, the walk was calming and peaceful. As we entered I saw Mary Margaret and David they were sitting in our usual spot at the back. We started to eat breakfast the food was amazing as always. As I opened the door I bumped into someone.

"I'm really sorry" I said.

The man continued walking past me without looking at me, he walked up to the counter. Just as I was about to walk out I heard him. Him.

"I'm looking for Emma Swan"

Sorry, Sorry. I will be trying to update as much as possible.