I wish I could see you more but I can't
I wish you had come when you said you would
why couldn't you just say no from the begining
you can appologise all you want but I still don't get it
you say your ill, but you show no symptoms
You explain your hearts broken, but mine is breaking because of you
I wonder if yours is already broken,
why be so careful,
what could happen,
you already lost
you say you are winning because your still living
I realize you lied when you said I was a prize
You send me card but not on My birthday
Maybe somewhere you have another grandaughter who is turning four today,
but she is not me and I am not her
for I am six and have been for a while
Maybe your minds broken and your heart is fine
I know you love me, you tell me so
,but when mother finally pulls me away from the window after a day
it hits me your not comming you lied again
I know "something came up" it always does
,but even I understand there will always be a somethings if you look hard enough
Maybe you should look through teary eyes like the ones I use when I realize
You are not comming after 6 hours of waiting by that window
That stupid window that should be framing your car,
but its not
no, instead it frames the dissapointment i feel as it mirrors my falling tears
I wish I could see you more but I can't
so I guess we'll make do