A/N: I favored poetic-ness over trying to keep Riku in-character. Because for some reason Riku's really hard for me… I dunno. This is still one of my favorite poems in terms of writing style.
It's easy to believe I'm alone
When you stop sketching,
And your breathing is so soft
I'd have to be near your lips
To hear it
…
You must be staring
To capture my profile in your mind
Before whispering it to the paper
In quiet pastel strokes
Of silver, pale cream, black
…
At least I assume
Because I hear you coloring again,
But this blindfold obscures the light –
Doesn't just bind the darkness –
And believe me, it's easy to feel alone
…
I make do with scents and sounds –
A hint of mint and evergreen,
The smells of enduring hope and determination
I can't see in your eyes
Are the air I breathe
…
The white noise repeats without growing old
Every color-shedding stroke
The swish of your hair
Shifting folds of your dress
Add up to my mental picture of beauty
…
By the time you're through
Blending pastels into a perfection of me
I've formed a sculpture of flawlessness
That exists only for me
(I wish you could see)
…
For a moment I risk a peek
From under my black silk shield
At your newborn masterpiece
(Surpassing the original by far)
But it's not the most beautiful thing I see
…
You're glowing with modest pride
Standing straight, smiling
Like I made more than just your day
And satisfaction wafts from you
In lavender-scented waves
…
Waves, tide, in your eyes
Blue of an evening sky –
I thought my vision was perfect, but
I now need to revise
And paint the soul behind your eyes
…
Shield goes up, but smile stays on
As I compliment your work
You forget to breathe
And silence steals my sight
(Close to your lips, can't hear you)
…
But time skips when you act
On my unsaid impulse –
Slight lips catch mine
A too-long-too-short moment
Gone with a rose-scented blush
…
You don't explain
I'm too tongue-tied to ask
You to do it again
And I tear off my shield
To see if the answers are written in your eyes
…
Fight back the darkness
That tries to claim my heart
Long enough to be blinded
By the sunlight cerulean in your irises
Too bright for your nervousness to hide
…
I simply hug you back –
Anything more runs the risk of
Being too much for my out-of-shape heart
The light is already overwhelming,
I can barely breathe with you
…
And you're not breathing either
But that's okay this time
Because in all the shades and senses of white
I can see you, feel you
And I don't feel alone.
