AUTHORS NOTE :: Ok, this is my first fanfic that is going to have ABUSE, DRUGS, ALCOHAL, and RAPE. I will warn you in the beginning of every chapter which one it will be, if one of them will even be in the chapter. Please, Enjoy and Review.
In this chapter there will be RAPE and ABUSE.
Sakura
I was sexually abused from the age of four by my family, as well as my older sister and brother (who were just beaten), who died from the abuse. I am now seventeen. I always wonder if my older sister and brother are looking down on me and helping me survive. I was rescued at the ago of twelve. I was encouraged to write down my feelings in a journal whenever the memories came back.
Gaara
The abuse started at the age of three. After suffering years of abuse at the hands of my father and older siblings, I broke free. I ran away and was never to return until the cops found me a few years later and returned me to my family. I am now seventeen. My mom died giving birth to me, my father and siblings blame me for her death…I blame myself, too. I turned to drugs in the end. I still live with my father and older siblings. I wonder if things will ever change.
Chapter 1 :: The Beginning
Sakura stared down at the empty pages of her new journal. She flipped through the pages over and over again. She ran out of memories to write about, or at least ones she wanted to write about. But there is one that she hasn't even thought about or wanted to think about. Her first encounter with rape, and watching her sisters first encounter with rape, as well. Sakura sighed and closed the journal, turning onto her side and waiting for sleep to take her away, to her dream world.
"Father! Please!" younger Sakura cried as her father threw her on the bed. Younger Sakura got up and ran for the door, but her father was faster than her and got to the door before her, locking it. "Sakura!" her mother was banging on the door, turning the knob, trying to get the door open. "Mom!" Younger Sakura was thrown back onto the bed as her father threw her shirt and shorts off, leaving her in her underwear. "Please, Father! Please!" Sakura cried as she ran to a corner. He chuckled darkly, "Sakura. Everything is going to be just fine." Her mother kept banging on the door, yelling, "Don't you dare touch her, Tomoruco!" Younger Sakura cried as she saw her father undress himself as he walked over to her. "Sakura," he purred into her ear, "Everything is going to be fine."
"Everything is going to be fine." she mumbled to herself as tears started to shed.
Gaara groaned as his father took another shot as his stomach. Gaara clenched his teeth and fall to the floor, hugging his abdomen. "You're a pathetic excuse for a boy." His father whispered violently at him. He looked up at his father as his older sister and older brother took both of his sides and lifted him up. He took another blow into his stomach, and started to cough up some blood. "Bastards," he chocked out, "I swear." Temari laughed, "Swear what, Gaara? That the police will find out? Well, they won't because no one cares about you!" She was holding a knife in her hand and made a large cut onto his back. He cried out in pain and another punch came to his stomach, more blood coughed up, and more tears shed. Gaara curled into a ball on the ground and sobbed, "Stop. Oh My God, please...stop." Kankuro, Temari, and their father laughed as they walked out of the dark room and locked the door. "I'm sorry…I'm sorry, I'm not the person you want me to be." he chocked out as he cried.
Gaara took his seat in the back of the class, as everyone else piled in, he groaned as he rested his back on the back of the seat. He heard whispers from around, of course about him and the black eye he has. He heard a few giggles and murmurs from around the room, before Azuma walked over to him, "You're needed in the principles office, Gaara." Gaara sighed and nodded, slowly getting up and picking up his bag off the floor and walking out of the room.
"Sakura," Tsunade started, "I have called a student here to escort you around the school." Sakura nodded at the principle. "He is…unique…and I have a feeling you two will get along just fine." Tsunade smiled as Sakura. Sakura just stared and turned when there was a knock on the door. "Come in." In walked a guy with blood red hair, a Kanji tattoo on the right side of his forehead, a black eye, and wearing a black and red stripped long sleeve shirt, with baggy black pants. "Gaara! What happened to you?" Tsunade asked, getting up from her chair behind the desk and walking over to him.
He froze, "I…uh…I got into a fight." Tsunade raised an eye brow, "Where?" Gaara glared, "Why do you care?" Tsunade sighed and looked at Sakura, "Sakura, this is Gaara. He will be escorting you around the school." Sakura nodded to Gaara, who nodded back. Tsunade smiled and clapped her hands together. "Great! Now, Sakura, here is your schedule. Now get going! You're going to be late for first period." Both Sakura and Gaara nodded and headed out.
"So, where are you coming from?" Gaara asked, looking over at Sakura as they walked to their first class. "Konoha." She replied, staring ahead. Gaara nodded and looking forward, "I came from there, too." Sakura looked over at him, looking at his black eye, and looked down.
AUTHORS NOTE :: Well, that's chapter one! Please review this and tell me if I should continue! Thanks!