I walked every day wishing

Wishing someone would notice me

But then you came

They noticed you

And I hated you for it

Even if you were my sister

They ignored me

But if you needed something suddenly I was alive

But just to go get it for you

I hated you so much

They loved you

That's all I wanted

That love

I'm sorry about this

But you had love and I had nothing

I don't regret it

I just regret that I will have to leave him

He told me he loved me

But I had already killed you

Now they are going to lock me away

And he can't visit me

It's funny

By killing you

I got noticed by everyone

Well goodbye

They will take me in the morning

He also has to go then

His leaders called him back

I am sorry that I killed you

But I still hate you

The worst part

I'm not even sorry for the reason everyone thinks

I'm sorry because I couldn't spend his last two days with him

I keep saying sorry and they don't know it

I don't care I killed you

I'm just sorry I can't see him

Ever again

I hate you and I always will

You cost me the last two days

I hope you burn forever

Because I will hate you forever