A/N: This is my first fan fic, so I would be really happy if you R&R :) And english isn't my mother language so if there are any grammatic or spelling misstakes that's why ^^
Prologue
He was on his way to the building where the band had their training everyday early in the morning, as usual he had been with a different man, but slept elsewhere. He enjoyed the men's touch but he never let them get lower than his hips. He never got satisfied with only touches and kisses all over his body and that's why he did stuff like this, changed bed and partner every other night, because there were only one man he really wanted to have but knew they couldn't get there.
He did not confess to him either because he was afraid, afraid to ruin their friendship and loose him forever.