Hello peoples! Heh, this is my first kind of S/U fic, but not a really deep
kind of one…if you know what I mean...^^. Give some credit to Sailor Chibi
Star Fighter, because she helped with this, plus she picked the couple out.
^^;;; This is in Seiya's point of view, also in fighters….for most parts.
And please don't flame, this is my first ever kind of romance type fics. If
you have something better to say, REVIEW! Ok, ok, I'll shut up now. Enjoy!
Confusion In Life.
Yep, you had guessed it. I was in a world of hurt. A world also that I had no chance. No chance to get what I want. Why did I choose *her*? Why not someone else on this planet? Why her? To my self, I am not even sure, but all I know is it's just EVERYTHING about her….
I had pretty much had two lives. One of them was not very long. It was the time I had spent on earth. That one part of my life was important in some way. First, I had to find a very important woman, who was also important in my life. She had fled there, and we took the opportunity to practically become males and to become idols. Singing idols, which we wrote ourselves from our own heart. The songs were meant to attract out princess in a way. That was our ONLY mission. No one would get in our way to find her. Not for a long time until….
She had entered my life. A completely different person, I would say. But she had such a sweet kindness and innocence…and it was even a wonderful feeling to know her. To talk to her. To even touch her. Just like my princess. At one point, I was confused. They had even noticed it. Why had I become such an idiot to get distracted by her, when I had my own mission to take care of? I don't know, I would say to myself. In thinking like this, would I even intend to hurt myself?
It's just falling for her…..that's it. It is. In one way, my heart would lighten up to see her but on the other way; it would crumble in ashes to think she was taken by someone probably more mature than I am. Why would take myself and sit for hours and hours thinking about it? Again, I'm not sure.
Friendship is a good thing. Love is even better. But it can always kill you. Like what it almost done to me.
She was lonely though, because her 'boyfriend' had taken off to America. So, the only thing I can do is fill in that loneliness. I had taken care of her, even though she was stubborn, she as well as grateful for it. And I was grateful for even having to kick back and relax. But I know she was sometimes faking it. She had been ever lonelier when her 'boyfriend' didn't reply back…but of course….he was killed. And when I look at her, I could tell she was confused too. But mostly not about me.
That last day when I saw her, I had almost broken up to cry, but I know I know better. "….a friend…" she had thought of me. I had thought of her more than a friend, and I still do. But…will she forget me? Did she forget me? I want to know. But I can't. I now know I have to stay here and protect my princess….
It would end. No one would remember each other anymore. She would for get me, I would forget her. We will go on, but in the back of my heart, there will be memories about her. With pain too. And confusion. It will end….
Confusion In Life.
Yep, you had guessed it. I was in a world of hurt. A world also that I had no chance. No chance to get what I want. Why did I choose *her*? Why not someone else on this planet? Why her? To my self, I am not even sure, but all I know is it's just EVERYTHING about her….
I had pretty much had two lives. One of them was not very long. It was the time I had spent on earth. That one part of my life was important in some way. First, I had to find a very important woman, who was also important in my life. She had fled there, and we took the opportunity to practically become males and to become idols. Singing idols, which we wrote ourselves from our own heart. The songs were meant to attract out princess in a way. That was our ONLY mission. No one would get in our way to find her. Not for a long time until….
She had entered my life. A completely different person, I would say. But she had such a sweet kindness and innocence…and it was even a wonderful feeling to know her. To talk to her. To even touch her. Just like my princess. At one point, I was confused. They had even noticed it. Why had I become such an idiot to get distracted by her, when I had my own mission to take care of? I don't know, I would say to myself. In thinking like this, would I even intend to hurt myself?
It's just falling for her…..that's it. It is. In one way, my heart would lighten up to see her but on the other way; it would crumble in ashes to think she was taken by someone probably more mature than I am. Why would take myself and sit for hours and hours thinking about it? Again, I'm not sure.
Friendship is a good thing. Love is even better. But it can always kill you. Like what it almost done to me.
She was lonely though, because her 'boyfriend' had taken off to America. So, the only thing I can do is fill in that loneliness. I had taken care of her, even though she was stubborn, she as well as grateful for it. And I was grateful for even having to kick back and relax. But I know she was sometimes faking it. She had been ever lonelier when her 'boyfriend' didn't reply back…but of course….he was killed. And when I look at her, I could tell she was confused too. But mostly not about me.
That last day when I saw her, I had almost broken up to cry, but I know I know better. "….a friend…" she had thought of me. I had thought of her more than a friend, and I still do. But…will she forget me? Did she forget me? I want to know. But I can't. I now know I have to stay here and protect my princess….
It would end. No one would remember each other anymore. She would for get me, I would forget her. We will go on, but in the back of my heart, there will be memories about her. With pain too. And confusion. It will end….