Disclaimer: I don't own Sailor Moon.
Such a weird day
Dear diary!
Today's been such a weird day in both good and bad ways.
On my way to school ( fuck the school ) I met what I at first thought was a normal cat. Some stupid kids had put a patch on the poor cat's forehead.
I was super-surprised when I removed the patch and saw a golden crescent moon.
A bunch of hours later when I was home again and tired like shit in my bedroom, the cat from earlier showed up and I pretty much not believe it...when the cat started talking in human language.
She ( the cat ) was named Luna and she started going on about how I was supposed to be a hero and fight against evil and such.
When I didn't think it was for real, she gave me a magic badge that can transform me into a person known as Sailor Moon with super-powers and all.
Unfortunately even in my Sailor Moon form I still have my weakness and insecurity, as we found out when I had to save my my BFF Molly from some dark demon.
I almost failed and as such was almost killed by the demon, but in the end I managed to win.
How I feel about this is a mix of emotions, cause on one hand it's kinda cool to be some hero-person with powers, but on the other it's also really scary shit, I mean those mother-fuckin' demons can really hurt me, ya know...
Really strange that Luna gave the Sailor Moon power to me. I'm not cool and confident like a hero is supposed to be. I'm a weak insecure crying little loser.
I wonder if all of it really happened, maybe I've lost my little crappy excuse for a mind and gone all sick in the head or something...
No, thank goodness I'm not crazy. It did happen.
Anyways, I hope that I get better at being Sailor Moon. If not, Luna might get mad at me and I don't want that.
Luna seem a bit strict. Not as strict as my bitch of a mother, but still...
I think that over time, Luna and me can be friends. At least I hope so.
Why am I such a loser? I wish I could have more confidence...being cool and awesome like so many other chicks always are.
It's so not nice that I was born as such a weak lame girl. I'd give so much to be cool and have a boyfriend who love me for me, but that's probably asking way too much, right...? Since when do a person like me get an awesome life? I'm worthless.
I'm a virgin and will probably be a virgin as long as I'm alive. No man would be turned on by me.
Every day I pray for glory and love, but when I open my eyes the next morning I'm still the same pile of shit as I've always been.
Luna gave me the ability to be Sailor Moon, but not even that helps me to be cool. When the demon attacked me, I started crying like a damn 5 year old piece of crap.
It was so fuckin' embarrassing to cry in front of the demon, but I couldn't help it. I was so scared that I came close to pee in my panties. I'm glad I didn't do that.
I can imagine what they will write on my gravestone when I'm dead.
"Here rest Serena Tsukino, loser, crybaby and the most worthless lame woman in the entire world."
Yeah, that's what they will write, I'm sure.
Fuckin' dang shit-me!
Okay...that is all I have to say for now.
Bye, sweeties!