It was a feeling I hadn't felt in so long it was warmth. It was as if the moon light had made a blanket over me in all its beautiful glory. The screams of the souls I had devoured leave me and scatter all in different directions to the places I killed them to rest there. The memories of blood, misery, hate all come back to me in a great flash. Though the memories of happiness, joy, love come slowly and I have come to cherish them and embrace them in my mind with a gentle smile.
The lost lives of my friends and the pain I have seen them in cause a single human tear to come down my cheek.
I turn my head to see my surroundings its nothing but green and blue blurs but are peaceful. But I can see my reflection when I open my eyes it gives me a great shock to see myself again. The form of Vlad III Dracula but I do not have marvelous pale skin it is fair a very small bit of tan in my completion, my eyes are dark brown not blood red and my hair is not abnormally black it has a tinge of brown in it. I chuckle at myself to see that I have become human again. I am also happy that can feel the human emotion love just before I die. It feels so good to love and to finally realize that you are loved and not just a monster that everybody hates. I have seen lots of the young become wiser and stronger and the old wither away with smiles. I've always wondered why they did that and I now know why.
Most of my souls have left me and I feel as if I'm floating. I then start to notice that I'm fading into a silver aurora. There is no pain in the process as the silver aurora of me floats to the sky. It feels like a silky dust blanket is going back and forth on my skin. It is close and it is now my time to finally accept death. As I close my eyes I see all my happiest memories of my friends the mercenaries, Seres Victoria, Integra Fairbrook Wingates Hellsing, Walter C. Dornez, and Pip Bernadotte.
This is my very last breath at last I may go to very own Paradise.