darling, don't you see?

This world is cruel

and it ain't free

-:-

you're tired, so damn tired

Waking up everyday knowing

you're just a bother

-:-

{oh, komaeda. Are you ok?}

"yes" you say but your heart knows

better

-:-

{pathetic, pathetic you're so fucking pathetic}

tears in your eyes,

you will yourself to sleep

-:-

{it sucks doesn't it?

feeling like you're not good enough?}

that's what I thought so

-:-

poison seeping in

my blood streams

reminding me of the of the pain

in my heart

-:-

hope

what is hope?

Is it an illusion?

a dream?

or just plain

{bullshit}

-:-

and let the world know

of how much I have fallen

for there is no hope

in saving me

-:-

{is anyone there?

can somebody please save me from the monster

that is myself?}

-:-

i'm sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry

please, don't leave me