TAKE ME BY THE HAND
A/N: new storyyyyyyyy
hope ya'll likee. Im trying sumthing different.
Please give the song a try... and the story. Listen to the song.. I think it sorta goes with the story line.
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BETA NOTE:*This story is really easy to beta, but give it a chance. the ideas are really good, and i will be here the whole time to oversee anything... much love AnUnbrokenHorse aka RushtinElf (Courtney) :P
summery: What if your best friend started dating the person you loathed, the person that gave you those scars you bared. What if your best friend and your friends didn't believe you. What if you decide that its time you gave up on your friends, the love of you life and your own?
But this time I was sure that I was going to jump. I was outcasted by my family, friends and the one person that mattered the most; Edward.
~Suicidal themes.~
'But this time I was sure that I was going to jump. I was outcasted by my family, friends and the one person that mattered the most; Edward.'
~Suicidal themes.~
CHAPTER 1: Who's life?
SONG: I'M WITH YOU~Avril Lavigne
"Why is every thing so confusing?
Maybe Im just out of my mind"
~ Avril Lavigne, I'm with you
I ran as fast as I could. I didn't stop and I wouldn't stop not for anyone.
My heart was torn in two.
I wasn't wanted or desired, I was just looked down on. No one wanted me as their friend, they all left me. They made that decision clear. They all wanted her, they all chose her over me, including Edward, and he was my best friend and the love of my life.
I was their play toy, something to amuse them. They gave up on me because of her.
I've told them what she did to me; I even got Alice to believe me for about half a day before she decided I was lying.
How I hated her. She ruined my life, took my friends and Edward; although he was too blind to see how much I loved him, more than just a friend.
Angry tears welled up in my eyes but I continued pushing them back, my trust in my "friends" had finally broken. They all told my dad that I was going crazy; being clumsy on purpose just to get attention. They told her that I had told them what she did to me. I could never trust anyone ever again, not after this. I forgave people too easily, excluding her. What she did to me was unforgivable, and what Edward, Alice, Jasper, Emmett and Rosalie had done was also now unforgivable.
I ran to the only place I wanted to go too, the one place where I knew I was wanted and not looked down upon.
I got to the bridge that I used to go to when I was depressed, when I felt like giving up, where I used to think about where I went wrong. The bridge that I dreamed of jumping from, to a watery grave, but never actually took that leap.
But this time I was sure that I was going to jump. I was out casted by my family, friends and Edward. She made sure of that.
I had written a letter to Edward explaining why I jumped, why I chose to end my life this way. I told him of my love for him and how it was killing me on the inside to see and know he didn't want or love me the way I did him. I told him that I had given up on trying to convince everyone that my scars were from her, I finally accepted that he would never believe me. By the time my letter was done it was soaked in my tears. I ended the letter with;
'I loved you so much, I'm sorry I was ever your friend because it ruined the both of us.
Bella.'
I even gave him my list and the charm bracelet he gave me, the two things that kept me from breaking when he said he loved her. I wouldn't need them where I was going.
My life was sealed in that envelope, including my heart that had stopped beating long ago.
And now I had nothing to live for, nothing to keep me from taking that final jump. I look down into the water, noticing small flecks of golden fish beneath the green depths. I looked out over the glistening water and marveled at its beauty, wishing that for once I could be that majestic, before realizing that I would be a part of that beauty soon. I took a finial breath, reveling at how good I finally felt; how safe and secure I felt… knowing that no one was here to stop me. I could not be saved.
A BIG awsum hug to my beta AnUnbrokenHorse aka RushtonElf she is wiked and veryyy talented, she helped me a lot!!
read her storys!!
I recommend: The dark inside me
its really guud with suspense all over it!!!
THANNXXXX
hope you like and enjoy...like I said its a new type or writing topic wise but I think it might go somewhere....
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krissy