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Warning: Slash aka guyxguy, you know like, you know read, mmkay?
AN: This was originally posted over at my livejournal as well as a community on the site, but I want to cross post all my fics here so, yeah.
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BlackEyedWicca
Changing The Rules
I had taught myself at an early age to never regret anything.
Regret was pointless.
Every decision was made because you wanted it. Regret didn't ever enter into the equation.
This was something I had never doubted, I had never had a need to.
That all changed however, when I stood in front of Bobby, his eyes hurting as we battled.
I tried to ignore his eyes, each time I looked in them; I felt the beginnings of guilt form in the pit of my stomach.
Guilt went hand and hand with regret.
I couldn't afford either, and especially not for Bobby.
Keeping my eyes from his, the battle continued.
Then I did something foolish, he said my name, and I meet his eyes.
In that moment, every feeling I had ever denied came rushing back. They hit like a tidal wave, so hard, so fast, that I couldn't ignore them.
In that split second, everything changed.
I couldn't do it, I couldn't hurt him.
Letting my flames die, I felt him overpower me, his body turning to ice.
I let him beat me, and he knew it.
I guess he always had, and always would be, the one person I broke all my rules for.
Even if he never knew why.
AN: I hoped you liked that little drabble. I have a few other JohnBobby fics that I'll be posting soon… so look out for them, yeah?
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BlackEyedWicca